*If you're going through hell keep on goin' ...
So the last 2 days haven't been the greatest...in fact they've sucked!
Yesterday I found out Wesley is going to Virginia to live with his sister for a while. He can't get a full time job in Altoona and his student loans and credit card bills are piling up, so he has no other choice. It sucks so bad though b/c he's thinking at least a year, and if he's down there for a year then his sister said he has to go to school, so that's 2 years right there. He doesn't really understand why I'm so upset about the whole deal...it's basically b/c after 2 years of seeing each other maybe 4 times a year at most, you can't just pick up where you left off and have everything be ok. He can't expect me to go to school, graduate, move down there and be like "ok I'm ready for marriage and kids and all that jazz." It doesn't work that way. He wants me to be there to support him and I couldn't imagine not supporting him, but at the same time I can't promise him anything. He keeps saying he's not leaving forever and he's not going to be dating other people, but you never know what could happen. So basically I told him I couldn't promise anything, but I'm going to try my hardest to get through it and deal with it the best way I can, but I suck at the whole long distance thing. There's no comparison to having someone in person there for you whenever you need them and having them on the phone where they can't really do anything but say it will be ok...He's leaving between the 9th-14th and I'm trying to talk him into staying until the 14th, but as of right now he's thinking the 12th...
Today I only have one class, but I have a test and I haven't looked at the material...I really need to get on the ball...I failed my Bio exam by 2 questions (but so did 108 other people in my class, out of 210), so I hope it's curved...I need a C and that's all I'm asking for! My theatre paper, which my professor bitched that they were all horrible earned me a 10/50, which is decent compared to some. Yesterday just was not a good day at all!
But yeah...I have to go get dressed, look over my notes, take the test and then I have to work until 4...I'm hoping I don't have to work Tuesday-seeing I haven't worked for a few Tuesdays, so yeah...I can't wait to come home Tuesday, even though my break is already bombarded with work-papers, lesson plans, stupid projects...the fun never ends! Ok I'm out...later!
Yesterday I found out Wesley is going to Virginia to live with his sister for a while. He can't get a full time job in Altoona and his student loans and credit card bills are piling up, so he has no other choice. It sucks so bad though b/c he's thinking at least a year, and if he's down there for a year then his sister said he has to go to school, so that's 2 years right there. He doesn't really understand why I'm so upset about the whole deal...it's basically b/c after 2 years of seeing each other maybe 4 times a year at most, you can't just pick up where you left off and have everything be ok. He can't expect me to go to school, graduate, move down there and be like "ok I'm ready for marriage and kids and all that jazz." It doesn't work that way. He wants me to be there to support him and I couldn't imagine not supporting him, but at the same time I can't promise him anything. He keeps saying he's not leaving forever and he's not going to be dating other people, but you never know what could happen. So basically I told him I couldn't promise anything, but I'm going to try my hardest to get through it and deal with it the best way I can, but I suck at the whole long distance thing. There's no comparison to having someone in person there for you whenever you need them and having them on the phone where they can't really do anything but say it will be ok...He's leaving between the 9th-14th and I'm trying to talk him into staying until the 14th, but as of right now he's thinking the 12th...
Today I only have one class, but I have a test and I haven't looked at the material...I really need to get on the ball...I failed my Bio exam by 2 questions (but so did 108 other people in my class, out of 210), so I hope it's curved...I need a C and that's all I'm asking for! My theatre paper, which my professor bitched that they were all horrible earned me a 10/50, which is decent compared to some. Yesterday just was not a good day at all!
But yeah...I have to go get dressed, look over my notes, take the test and then I have to work until 4...I'm hoping I don't have to work Tuesday-seeing I haven't worked for a few Tuesdays, so yeah...I can't wait to come home Tuesday, even though my break is already bombarded with work-papers, lesson plans, stupid projects...the fun never ends! Ok I'm out...later!