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[peachycream]

Fuck my life right now. I am so sick of the bullshit. I had my life together. I was happy and fulfilled. I graduated college and had plans, passions, and dreams, and now I have nothing going for me. I am so miserable and discouraged. I don't know if I should try to get a retail job and move to the city, or if I should find some crap to do around

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[ideot]

the trick to moving on with your life is to realize that whatever you're doing now is trifling and cheap and boring and shitty and to make a sudden and unplanned change that puts you in a completely new life where you get to start all over and do whatever it is you wanted to do in the first place.
what are you? like someone with one of those seminary degrees or whatever? well, there's like a million people in mississippi who can preach to people who've been being preached to their entire life and are totally complacent with their faith so good luck making a satisfying career out of that. you always seemed pretty badass to me so why don't you get the hell out and go do something badass that's productive and positive and is centered on your faith and actually matters. you mention "find[ing] some crap to do around here" well, why don't you find some crap to do somewhere completely new and pay for rent and food and get involved in something where you can actually make a difference and feel worthwhile.

i spent like all of highschool and college having a huge boner for how cool you are so just... idk... just don't waste all of that.

[peachycream]

i know. i think what i need to do is get out of poplarville.