Expect the Unexpected
Expect the unexpected has been one of the most said frases to me in the past month. I mean, life as I knew it all changed and I couldn't do anything about it. This is the first time that I've openly and willing spoke on this particular matter. I was cheated on. Yeah, it really sucked and needless to say my heart was broken. The whole deal behind the one person whom I love and trusted will go as follows:
1. Gabriel met this girl, Amanda, at Winter Retreat this past February.
2. They got along well, which I'm not suprised considering since Gabriel is a very likable person.
3. He picked her up from work a few times because her mom asked him to do so. You know, since Gabriel is such a dependable guy and all.
4. Now pay attention, this one is the biggie. By pushing away all that meant to him, all the people that he loves, Gabriel kissed Amanda.
To explain to some who may not think that kissing another person is a big deal, well, to me, it meant that my whole world was going to crash down on my head sooner or later. It happened later rather than sooner. I loved Gabriel, and I still love him with all my broken heart. I just didn't expect the unexpected to happen in my world.
Now I know that some of you out there may not want me to be with him at all, but you have to understand, I love him. I'm going to allow God to work through Gabriel's life. I forgave him. Now, I'm allowing Gabriel to show me that I can trust him again. He has been given a second chance at something beautiful. Hopefully this time he won't blow it because of something stupid. Gabriel knows how much he hurt me. He knows that he left my heart into a thousand pieces. I just hope and pray that he can put back together what he smashed. I'm leaving it all up to God to fix my Gabriel. But I'm happy because I know that God can take terrible situations and allow something beautiful grow from it.
I just don't want to suffer from another broken heart...
1. Gabriel met this girl, Amanda, at Winter Retreat this past February.
2. They got along well, which I'm not suprised considering since Gabriel is a very likable person.
3. He picked her up from work a few times because her mom asked him to do so. You know, since Gabriel is such a dependable guy and all.
4. Now pay attention, this one is the biggie. By pushing away all that meant to him, all the people that he loves, Gabriel kissed Amanda.
To explain to some who may not think that kissing another person is a big deal, well, to me, it meant that my whole world was going to crash down on my head sooner or later. It happened later rather than sooner. I loved Gabriel, and I still love him with all my broken heart. I just didn't expect the unexpected to happen in my world.
Now I know that some of you out there may not want me to be with him at all, but you have to understand, I love him. I'm going to allow God to work through Gabriel's life. I forgave him. Now, I'm allowing Gabriel to show me that I can trust him again. He has been given a second chance at something beautiful. Hopefully this time he won't blow it because of something stupid. Gabriel knows how much he hurt me. He knows that he left my heart into a thousand pieces. I just hope and pray that he can put back together what he smashed. I'm leaving it all up to God to fix my Gabriel. But I'm happy because I know that God can take terrible situations and allow something beautiful grow from it.
I just don't want to suffer from another broken heart...