Jun 13, 2005 22:03
My Dear Jennifer Nenoff,
Hello. I'm sorry that I haven't been there for you. I know what you mean about losing someone close to you and being afraid of what might happen to that person if you are no longer a part of their life. I'm one of those people who constantly worry about losing people whom I love and trust with my life. Jenny, you mean the world to me, just like Joel, Gabriel, and a few other people. You have been there for me when I didn't think that anyone wanted to listen. I don't know how to explain it, and I really wish that I could. I love you too. Thank-you, thank-you, thank-you.
When I am around you, I don't feel like I have to put my guard up or hide my feelings. I know that I can trust you. I enjoy all of the conversations that I've had with you. I hope that we can have many more.
I know that you don't believe in God, and I'm totally cool with that. But I want you to know that I believe that God put his finest work into you and Joel. You are beautiful. I'm not saying that to suck up or try and make you feel better about yourself. I really mean it. To me, beauty is what comes from within that shines on the outside. You are a perfect example of that. The beauty within you shines so brightly on the outside. I hope that someday you see that. And maybe I'm just stupid and you already do see it.
I also admire you. For all that you have been through in the past few years, you have come out stronger than I have ever seen you. But I guess what I have been trying to explain is that you and Joel have special, very special places in my heart. So to be sure that I don't lose a wonderful friendship and sister in you, I think that you and I need to keep in touch and see eachother very soon. So please call me. My home phone number is 869-2871. Please please call me. I love you Jenny. You are a sister, and I am always praying for you.
Love Always,
LeahLynn