May 20, 2004 21:16
Have you ever had those days that you feel that you just aren't good enough for the one person you love. Yeah, I'm having that sort of a day. I feel that I'm not doing my job. You have no idea as to how much I just want to tell Gabe all the time that I love him. I do tell him that, but I just don't seem to tell him enough. That's just how I feel. But we've talked and Gabe thinks that I let him know how much I love him. That is what truly makes me smile, the fact that he know that and the fact that I make him smile. He has the same affect upon me. Which is good. I just needed to let that come out. But the only sucky thing right now, is that I have a killer headache and a really bad upset tummy. :( Junk. I can't wait until tomorrow when I get to see my Angel and then everything will be back to normal for me. I'll feel better and yeah. Gabe just seems to make me feel better all the time. I have to be patient and wait.