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Well sorry i haven't updated in so long! Been busy! Let's see...When was the last time i updated...Oh yes...the 18th..
Wednesday was a half day and everyone else went to amanda's so me and ryan went to the mall...had a good time! it was fun! i bought 2 DVDs: Romeo+Juliet (w/ leonardo dicaprio) and Charade (this really old movie with Cary Grant and Audrey Hepburn) And we went to Coney...And the fries tasted like BarnYard! lmao it was bad lol
Well i dont remember what happened on Thursday...
So on Friday: everybody went to the mall and to the basketball game! it was pretty fun, thou a tad bit...whats the word...ah Tense...no one was really getting along...=( but then after the game we took grace and amanda to grace's house, and angela, justine, and erica came here to spend the night.
We had a boatload of fun lol...My mom got us donuts in the morning! but we had a bit of a brawl with grace and mandie...
Mandie: Thank you for working everything out with me...Sorry i got into it, and i'm glad that everything is ok now...Love you =)
Well then Justine spent the night again we had A LOT of fun lol, it was just great =) =)
Well Here i go: an effort to save a friendship with my best friend...
Grace,
I'm sorry...I know i could say alot more than just "i'm sorry" but if i did, we would start into this whole new big argument, and i don't want that...So let me just leave it at that...While you're reading this, don't just think of things to say back to me, Just READ...And Listen...
I'm sorry i got into the whole "You and Erica" thing...I dont know why i did...But i figured i needed to get some stuff out while you two were....
I love you...I know you don't think i care about you, but i do...i know you think i don't know how you feel...and you're right about that, but i do care how you feel...I know you think no one can help you...i'm not so sure about that one, but i respect you for thinking that, and i'm gonna stay out of that...I gave you my opinion about this and you gave me yours...and i've come to the conclusion that it's up to you to decide what's best for you...With all my heart i want you to do what you think is right...At this point, no one can tell you how to live your life (Kinda what you've been saying all along right?) I'm sorry that yesterday i told you that you were wrong...But after thinking about it...I've decided that i think we both should be able to have our own opinions about this and i think you should be the one to decide what to do...Not me...I love you too much to try to force you to do something you don't want, but the thing is: I also love you too much to ever let anything happen to you, or to lose you...as a friend...or as a life...
Yesterday, i was just trying to get thru to you...it sounded like i was saying that i was right and you were wrong...But that's not true at all...I want you to be happy...I dont want you to be in so much pain...I look at you and see you in pain and i can hardly keep from crying...My stomach does a flop and i'm left to think: "What can i do to make her *happy* again?" and yesterday i tried to make you *happy* again, but it got out of control...I crossed the line by telling you that you had to do what i was saying...
Grace, you are my best friendI don't know what i would do with out you...Seriously...I'm Sorry...I hope to God (or whatever you want me to hope to...) that we can still be friends and maybe put this behind us...or at least out of the way for a little while...I don't know what else i can say...But i am not ready to give up on our friendship...Or on you...
Grace i really hope you read that^^^
You don't even have to say anything...I just really hope you read it...
Wednesday was a half day and everyone else went to amanda's so me and ryan went to the mall...had a good time! it was fun! i bought 2 DVDs: Romeo+Juliet (w/ leonardo dicaprio) and Charade (this really old movie with Cary Grant and Audrey Hepburn) And we went to Coney...And the fries tasted like BarnYard! lmao it was bad lol
Well i dont remember what happened on Thursday...
So on Friday: everybody went to the mall and to the basketball game! it was pretty fun, thou a tad bit...whats the word...ah Tense...no one was really getting along...=( but then after the game we took grace and amanda to grace's house, and angela, justine, and erica came here to spend the night.
We had a boatload of fun lol...My mom got us donuts in the morning! but we had a bit of a brawl with grace and mandie...
Mandie: Thank you for working everything out with me...Sorry i got into it, and i'm glad that everything is ok now...Love you =)
Well then Justine spent the night again we had A LOT of fun lol, it was just great =) =)
Well Here i go: an effort to save a friendship with my best friend...
Grace,
I'm sorry...I know i could say alot more than just "i'm sorry" but if i did, we would start into this whole new big argument, and i don't want that...So let me just leave it at that...While you're reading this, don't just think of things to say back to me, Just READ...And Listen...
I'm sorry i got into the whole "You and Erica" thing...I dont know why i did...But i figured i needed to get some stuff out while you two were....
I love you...I know you don't think i care about you, but i do...i know you think i don't know how you feel...and you're right about that, but i do care how you feel...I know you think no one can help you...i'm not so sure about that one, but i respect you for thinking that, and i'm gonna stay out of that...I gave you my opinion about this and you gave me yours...and i've come to the conclusion that it's up to you to decide what's best for you...With all my heart i want you to do what you think is right...At this point, no one can tell you how to live your life (Kinda what you've been saying all along right?) I'm sorry that yesterday i told you that you were wrong...But after thinking about it...I've decided that i think we both should be able to have our own opinions about this and i think you should be the one to decide what to do...Not me...I love you too much to try to force you to do something you don't want, but the thing is: I also love you too much to ever let anything happen to you, or to lose you...as a friend...or as a life...
Yesterday, i was just trying to get thru to you...it sounded like i was saying that i was right and you were wrong...But that's not true at all...I want you to be happy...I dont want you to be in so much pain...I look at you and see you in pain and i can hardly keep from crying...My stomach does a flop and i'm left to think: "What can i do to make her *happy* again?" and yesterday i tried to make you *happy* again, but it got out of control...I crossed the line by telling you that you had to do what i was saying...
Grace, you are my best friendI don't know what i would do with out you...Seriously...I'm Sorry...I hope to God (or whatever you want me to hope to...) that we can still be friends and maybe put this behind us...or at least out of the way for a little while...I don't know what else i can say...But i am not ready to give up on our friendship...Or on you...
Grace i really hope you read that^^^
You don't even have to say anything...I just really hope you read it...