Feb 28, 2005 00:45
TucPrincess315 (12:39:10 AM): I love you despite what you think or how I act. I know I don't show my love, but it's there; it always was, always is, and always will be. I'm sorry for all the mean things I have said; I only said them in my retaliation. I never meant to hurt you, I could never hurt you intentionally because I love you so much. I know words are petty and are only meant if acted, but with me, I can't show them, I'm to scared to. Please forgive me, please find it in your heart to love me again, please be there for me as I try to be there for you. I can't show you my love only because I don't know how to. Please love me again as I love you << Memeber this entry!!
FoxieRoxi97 (12:41:41 AM): yea and it means shit to me now
TucPrincess315 (12:41:56 AM): MELISSA!!!!!!!
FoxieRoxi97 (12:44:02 AM): krystal you dont understand how i feel towards her, she is a shity sister!! i can bet on my life when my dad and sara get married KACY will be a better sister than she EVER will be and its pretty damn sad cause she wont be my own flesh and blood
TucPrincess315 (12:44:55 AM): oh i c
TucPrincess315 (12:45:09 AM): Well i think fran spilled her heart out in that entry!
FoxieRoxi97 (12:45:21 AM): i highly doubt it
can you finally see how you treat me? can you finally see how much you make my heart ache? can you finally see how bad you made me feel over the years? can you finally see how quickly your losing my love for you, even though it will always be there but not in a way that it use to be? can you finally see HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU TO PUT THIS IN HERE JUST SO YOU CAN READ IT, CAUSE THE FACT THAT I CANT TALK TO YOU, WITHOUT YOU TELLING ME: WHAT DO YOU WANT? OR HURRY UP YOUR ANNOYING ME? can you finally see that i cant take it anymore?
NOW DONT DO ANYTHING STUPID, CAUSE YOU DONT KNOW HOW DESPITE HOW MUCH YOU MAKE ME HURT DEEP DOWN INSIDE, THAT YOU WILL NOT ONLY HURT ME 10 TIMES WORSE BUT OTHERS AS WELL, SO LIKE I SAID BEFORE DONT DO ANYTHING STUPID
I HOPE YOU CAN SEE IT NOW........
LOVE MELISSA