WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME
right now im almost positively sicker than ive ever been in my entire life and i cant figure out what it is. normally i just wait it out and it goes away but i actually think i may need urgent care. it fuckin hurts. and its like...nocturnal. i was fine all day today- played a show and it just hit me. around 9 pm or so i just went to hell. ive been like this for a little over a week now, cant eat without puking it up , being asshole material to everybody around me, ignoring Nikki , ditching the bandroom kids (my homies) huge party tojight at the bandroom...one thing that almost never happens and im not there. well on a happier note our shows went very well. Cienega High School we won 2nd place. Double Helix won first (beating us by one friggin point) and Misery Likes Company got 3rd place. it was a fairly fun show. then tonight at skrappys. we played first and believe it or not there was a good crowd there and believe it or not!!!!! some people may have liked us! im off to bed fuck this im gunna die. suicide anyone?