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well lets see...i havent really updated in a while...well a really long time. oh well. i dont have anything to do right now because mom made me stay home with josh and ashley and their little friends...and im not even getting paid. how dumb.
so basically the last part of my summer has consisted of going to florida..working..going to maine..working..going camping..working..and now this last week, which only consists of 2 days of working which is really nice. all those things were fun. i feel like i should be doing something productive but really i dont know waht that would be. theres nothing to do. and college stuff is stupid. and i dont want school to start and i need to finish watching the mayor of casterbridge because we tried to watch it last night but we couldnt because we couldnt pay attention and we just kept eating so now i have to watch it on my own. aggghhhh i really dont want school to start. i have to go change my schedule tomoro...or i would like to i dont really know how/when i am going to do that.
hopefully we are going to the beach on sunday for one last good time before we go back to hell. i really cant believe that it is already time to go back. i have no idea when i am going to do my homework and college apps and stuff cuz i am working like every day until like 9-10 after field hockey so that is gonna suck and then all day every weekend so when september is over i will be very relieved.
field hockey was good today. we actually did stuff and i think people are getting excited...or at least i hope. ALL YOU GIRLS THAT ARE QUITTING...DONT!! especially you kathryn!! dont do this to me!!!
me and ashley went shopping for like 3 hours yesterday and found like nothing whcih was really annoying because it was a waste of time. then i finally got my camera back...he missed me a lot. soon i am going to finally get a new one again because i left it in the car in florida and i think that the screen melted.
so i made an observation today when i was watching the real world and danielle had pointed it out to me before but i never really made the connection...that i am a lot like johanna- and watching her has kinda made me realize its not really a good thing. i guess i sorta do lead people on sometimes..but a lot of the time i want it to go somewhere. but mostly like the whole wanting a challenge thing...like i always want what i cant have or i want to work for it. and watching jo with the bar guy and how hes so sweet but she doesnt want him cuz theres no challenge made me realize that im kinda dumb and i sorta did the same thing. and she doesnt do it because she doesnt want to connect with anyone. its weird.
maybe i should find a survey to take. maybe that would occupy me.
so basically the last part of my summer has consisted of going to florida..working..going to maine..working..going camping..working..and now this last week, which only consists of 2 days of working which is really nice. all those things were fun. i feel like i should be doing something productive but really i dont know waht that would be. theres nothing to do. and college stuff is stupid. and i dont want school to start and i need to finish watching the mayor of casterbridge because we tried to watch it last night but we couldnt because we couldnt pay attention and we just kept eating so now i have to watch it on my own. aggghhhh i really dont want school to start. i have to go change my schedule tomoro...or i would like to i dont really know how/when i am going to do that.
hopefully we are going to the beach on sunday for one last good time before we go back to hell. i really cant believe that it is already time to go back. i have no idea when i am going to do my homework and college apps and stuff cuz i am working like every day until like 9-10 after field hockey so that is gonna suck and then all day every weekend so when september is over i will be very relieved.
field hockey was good today. we actually did stuff and i think people are getting excited...or at least i hope. ALL YOU GIRLS THAT ARE QUITTING...DONT!! especially you kathryn!! dont do this to me!!!
me and ashley went shopping for like 3 hours yesterday and found like nothing whcih was really annoying because it was a waste of time. then i finally got my camera back...he missed me a lot. soon i am going to finally get a new one again because i left it in the car in florida and i think that the screen melted.
so i made an observation today when i was watching the real world and danielle had pointed it out to me before but i never really made the connection...that i am a lot like johanna- and watching her has kinda made me realize its not really a good thing. i guess i sorta do lead people on sometimes..but a lot of the time i want it to go somewhere. but mostly like the whole wanting a challenge thing...like i always want what i cant have or i want to work for it. and watching jo with the bar guy and how hes so sweet but she doesnt want him cuz theres no challenge made me realize that im kinda dumb and i sorta did the same thing. and she doesnt do it because she doesnt want to connect with anyone. its weird.
maybe i should find a survey to take. maybe that would occupy me.