Back to School......
So the first day of class for the fall semester has come and gone...and I feel rather drained to be frank. Perhaps the more appropriate phrase would be "run over by a large moving van". I'm tired of feeling unsettled about my major and needing a change..I just want to be happy with what I'm doing and studying and moving forward to in my life..no matter how long it takes me here to get there. However, if I had realised this last year at this time I would be a much happier camper right now. Jumping back into math and science when you've barely touched it (being a music ed major and all..come on..cut me a break here) since high school is tough. I definitely underestimated how it was going to feel being back. It may only be the first day of class but I am already so much happier with what I see myself doing over the coming semester, but at the same time that I am so happy about it, I can see the disgusting amounts of stress put onto my life....argh for stress. After organic chemistry, which might I note I have at 6 P.M. which sucks a whole lot, I felt like death had come and struck me down. Largely I felt that way because most of the class was a lecture on how this is a weeder course and we are all going to fail or drop. I totally understand how important it is to discuss that on the first day, to make people understand what they are getting themselves into...but it doesn't make it any easier on the kids that have to sit through it. I know I can do everything that I have put onto my plate from school to band to other activities; it is just going to take some time and patience.
Anyway, that's enough bitching for one entry. I just do feel really stressed about things at this point, but I know once things settle down, I'll feel better. I'm still a little nervous to see how auditions came out. I hope I did well enough for myself...that's all I want...
There's not much other news around...My new dorm rocks all. I *heart* my roomies and our room(s) are absolutely amazing. So is our entire building to tell the truth. Everyone is so sweet and nice and just very cool. I'm excited for gator football season to start in a only a few days...!!! But, other than that, it's mostly just smooth sailing around here. Thanks for reading folks. Keep cool.
Anyway, that's enough bitching for one entry. I just do feel really stressed about things at this point, but I know once things settle down, I'll feel better. I'm still a little nervous to see how auditions came out. I hope I did well enough for myself...that's all I want...
There's not much other news around...My new dorm rocks all. I *heart* my roomies and our room(s) are absolutely amazing. So is our entire building to tell the truth. Everyone is so sweet and nice and just very cool. I'm excited for gator football season to start in a only a few days...!!! But, other than that, it's mostly just smooth sailing around here. Thanks for reading folks. Keep cool.