Jan 12, 2005 19:36
so today there was NO snow. bummer. but we had an assembly so the periods were shorter than normal :) the assembly was really sad though, poor maasa cried. the only thing i could do to stop myself from crying was block out what he was saying. after the assembly the rest of the day was just...depressing. in blake we read about people and babies being burned alive, in math i fell asleep, and as usual i was really tired. but the assembly made me think about things in a different way, it made me realize that everyone is equal and a lot of the "unpopular" people are a lot better than the so called "popular" people. i mean yea, it would be great to be well known and everything, but at the same time i wouldnt want to be well known for being a bitch or overdramatic or extrememly outgoing or for having a huge ass or something. i was talking to this kid today and he's not really a popular guy but i had one of the best conversations with him, and he's really nice and smart. it was better than talking to someone about...the mall, or shoes, or that cute guy in the corner. i mean you can only have actual conversations about things like that for so long before there's nothing else to talk about and it just becomes a shallow gossip fest. i honestly cannot wait until i'm out of highschool and in college, i know i am still really immature in a lot of ways but when i do act mature, things just make more sense and come out right.
well enough about that...i went and got coffee with elise today after school. at the spotted cow, my favorite. i love it there, it's so nice and quiet and relaxing. and we can talk about anything and not worry about someone overhearing. it's nice to be able to go out and just ... talk. i dont get many chances like that to sit down with elise and talk about whats been going on in our lives. usually its just rushed text messages or five minute phone conversations.
i heard an intersting rumor today ;) at least ONE of you know what i'm talking about. it was kind of odd because i had never heard anything remotely like that, but it wasnt one of those "omg gross" rumors, it was...pleasantly suprising, kind of like "wow people actually think i'm good enough for that..." lol. it made me :)
i'm so worn out right now, i had 6 hours of sleep last night :( and i doubt i'll get much more tonigh because the relatives are over and they're gonna be here for awhile...gah maybe i'll just sleep in tomorrow.
well i better get going...have to study for latin roots!
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