Mar 10, 2006 16:00
adam white died on wednesday night.
he drank too much, passed out and choked on his own vomit.
i always thought that would be the absolute worst way to die. and for someone like adam, someone who was so genuine and just plain and simple fucking nice, it seems so senseless. i feel like god let everyone down, because there's no logical way to justify this.
maggie and i played scrabble today and talked and she made me feel a little better. i'm so happy people like her exist, adults who actually understand and care.
"hope, can you promise me something after you graduate?"
"what's that?"
"promise you're not going to do something to fuck up your life and make me cry."
thank god for you, maggie heneghan.
now we all try to hang on to each other and learn something from this. because if not then it's just worse and it's already awful enough.
i just don't get it sometimes.