Now you're here and you don't know why.

[peachpenguin]

so... i know why my parents were gone yesterday, when i got home- they were at the hospital because my mom has a kidney stone. my brother told me this quite a while after i got home, but he gave me a little panic attack in doing so. i asked him where our parents were, and all he said at first was that they were at the hospital. ok- most of you know that my father has polycystic kidney disease and a variety of other problems, so this made my heart skip a beat in hearing this. but, my father is ok. my mother is, too- she's just in pain, which she has percacet for.

i'm at this really weird stage, right now- i am being really impatient the approach of graduation, and yet i am relieved by how close it is, but still i am really nervous and scared of what i am so excited for. i would guess that many seniors are feeling this way. knowing all of this doesn't make it any easier. i don't want to leave high school without accomplishing my goals, but it's too late for some of them.

i've changed a lot, and it's a little difficult to fathom. i've lost a little of my quirkiness. oh, i'm still strange, but it's not a fun strange so it can't really be considered quirky.

i'm sick of driving, and i need a job.

in good news- i'm almost finished with the graduation announcements, and the ap stats test is over.

life is funny, so very funny. if you can get past the seemingly-cruel nature of the humour, it's actually something to laugh at. i actually mean that- i'm not being sarcastic.

i love you all!!
ciao