What if my phone doesn't ring tonight?
I am afraid. I hate that they go on long trips that have dances and special mingling sessions. I'm sad that you were too asleep the day before you left to say goodbye to me or tell me what was going on. I'm sad that you didn't call me the morning you left either. I hate that your there with girls who are probably beautiful and intellectual who find you abosolutely adorable. I don't like that you don't talk to me about anything that is going on, you just see to leave me completey in the dark. I'm just afraid. I know it may seem silly, but the anxiety is killing me. I wish you would have let me know more. sigh....