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Whats the truth? I dont even know my truth, maybe thats why i find it hard to beleive the people around me, and maybe thats why i tend to blindly follow. The things i have done to myself and the people around me distcust me. I am a horrible human being, yet i will never say the truth because it has become so clouded by my decisions that i refuse to igknolege what i am and hwat i have become. Why cant i love the one person who loves me? Why must i jepordise everything around me for my stupid goals. I would never be my friend. Yet i seem to have amazing ones surrounding me all the time.