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yea so today i wanted to go to the game...and that was like around 4 that i decided i wanted to go. n brandy also asked me if i would go. so i wanted to go really bad. n then i asked erica she said no cuz she was tired n gonna do hw. than i asked sydney n sydney was like " its a school night and im really tired" and i was like " ok you know what thats really stupid dont use the its a school night as an excuse cuz we go n eat on school nights and if you dont wanna go just tell me and dont bs me you know i hate it" and then katrina went on and was like " dont make her feelbad hun she just doesnt wanna go" ok well first off you could just say no i dont feel like going. n id hassle u sure but id give up. but like omg. I HATE LIARS I HATE PEOPLE LIKE THAT I HATE IT SO MUCH. I WANTED TO SCREAM! anyways thats about it today was good. swam in pe did volleyball. and i actually did it. busby just sat around and talked about Napoleon. not realy all that fun. i doodled though. english oh god i dont remember what happened in that class
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place,
Like some how you just don’t belong,
And no one understands you?
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud,
That no one hears you screaming?
No, you don’t know what it’s like,
When nothing feels alright,
You don’t know what it’s like,
To be like me!
To be hurt, to feel lost,
To be left out in the dark,
To be kicked, when you’re down,
To feel like you’ve been pushed around,
To be on the edge of breaking down,
When no one’s there to save you,
No you don’t know what it’s like,
Welcome to my life
Do you want to be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more,
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies,
While deep inside you’re bleeding?
No you don’t know what it’s like,
When nothing feels alright,
You don’t know what it’s like,
To be like me!
To be hurt, to feel lost,
To be left out in the dark,
To be kicked, when you’re down,
To feel like you’ve been pushed around,
To be on the edge of breaking down,
When no one’s there to save you,
No you don’t know what it’s like,
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight to your face!
No one ever stabs you in the back!
You might think I’m happy,
But I’m not gonna be okay!
Everybody always gave you what you wanted!
You never had to work, it was always there!
You don’t know what it’s like (what it’s like)…
To be hurt, to feel lost,
To be left out in the dark,
To be kicked, when you’re down,
To feel like you’ve been pushed around,
To be on the edge of breaking down,
When no one’s there to save you,
No you don’t know what it’s like,
To be hurt, to feel lost,
To be left out in the dark,
To be kicked, when you’re down,
To feel like you’ve been pushed around,
To be on the edge of breaking down,
When no one’s there to save you,
No you don’t know what it’s like,
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life!
Welcome to my life!