The past few days ... have they flown? Or have I pushed them away?
I really don't know what to say, about the past few days, weeks? I don't really know. I remeber all last week I was on SOMETHING. Then this week. My whole everything has gone upside down, sideways and inbetween.
My feelings about someone has changed completly and when I try to tell them, I get all toung-tied and I walk away. So I have found a way around that, and quit talking to them completly. ( I don't know why I am saying them, it is only one person.)
About highschool, I am for sure passing math.. But everthing else is up in the air. I do all my work, or try to. I just get caught up with things, and I get confused and I just need to lay my haed down. And that leads to zoneing, which eventually leads to drooling and/or passing out.
And .. I think. I am preety sure. I like girls. Like, LIKE girls. I have a crush on a girl. I am not ashamed of it. Just .. confused. I don't think I could complety forget about guys and go for girls , cuz I like guys too. But I have always known that. I haven't always know about liking girls. I have always been attracted to girls, cuz they are beautiful. But I have never seriously took it into consideration.
Manson is God.
The ... End.
(for now)
My feelings about someone has changed completly and when I try to tell them, I get all toung-tied and I walk away. So I have found a way around that, and quit talking to them completly. ( I don't know why I am saying them, it is only one person.)
About highschool, I am for sure passing math.. But everthing else is up in the air. I do all my work, or try to. I just get caught up with things, and I get confused and I just need to lay my haed down. And that leads to zoneing, which eventually leads to drooling and/or passing out.
And .. I think. I am preety sure. I like girls. Like, LIKE girls. I have a crush on a girl. I am not ashamed of it. Just .. confused. I don't think I could complety forget about guys and go for girls , cuz I like guys too. But I have always known that. I haven't always know about liking girls. I have always been attracted to girls, cuz they are beautiful. But I have never seriously took it into consideration.
Manson is God.
The ... End.
(for now)