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[peachesnccreme5]

So, tomorrow is the big day, for me as well as a lot of people from everywhere......and we're all going to be concentrated into a party where they make us awkwardly talk to eachother, yes, it will be interesting to say the least. I hate the way i feel right now. I had a great time at the party tonight and seing people i havn't seen in a while, and of course singing karaoke (that was a wonderful rendition of Bohemian Rhapsody, might i add). I don't know why, but for some odd reason i just feel so down right now. I saw everyone i really wanted to see minus the few who forgot to call me and stood me up (but we won't mention any names for the sake of being a good person). But most of the reason is because i am single, yet again. Before any of you even try to accuse me of being the little sasquatch that cried wolf let me assure you that it is for real this time, believe me. Of course knowing me, it will most likely stay that way. That's the thing, i know it will, maybe that's why i feel so freaking low right now. Oh well, enough of the emo shit, i'm going to bed, then waking up in the morning and going to college. Geez, i am so overwhelmed right now, which i could imagine anyone who has never had this experience before would feel the same way. I just hope my roommate isn't annoyed by me, or i become one of those hapless loners that never has any friends and sits in the corner of the lunch room flicking mashed potatoes at the ceiling, or even, i fail one of my classes because i freak out too much.

Alright, goodnight all, sleep well, and may your lives be filled with happiness. I will try to post as much as i can when i'm in Tallahassee, but i can't really promise much. For those who didn't give a damn to call me, shame on you, you know who you are! For those of you who saw me before i leave: i love you, thank you for caring :).

<3,
alex