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i am so completely pissed right now it's not even funny. and at my youth leaders of all people! the people i thought i could rely on and trust. my church is corrupted. they are showing favoritism to someone who doesn't deserve it. grant has been pulling the wool over everybody's eyes for years and i'm sick of their stupidity and falling for it. so i'm leaving my church. i wish i could make everyone see how foolish they are for believing him, but i can't. and it pisses me off that rusty would accuse me of lying. i don't lie. that is one moral that i at least have. i do NOT lie. and that they would believe grant over me? that pisses me off even more. grant is worth less than the shit on my boots. he is one of those people that doesn't deserve to live, much less the second chances that everyone insists on giving him. i am going to be the first one laughing in rusty's face when grant screws up again. i will be the first to say "i told you so." i will not be hesitant then. because he will. it's his destiny. to screw up. i fell for grant's crap for long enough. if they want to be fools then so be it. but not me. i refuse to be his joke for any longer. i'm through with grant shoemaker and that's it.