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[peaches_jw]

here is what i hate
i hate when others act like i dont know im being stupid
because i do
im not stupid to not see my faults
i see them
hell i always see them

i just dont act on them- maybe im lazy?
or perhaps my motives for walking away have not come
or maybe in my sick mind i like getting hurt over and over again
because its the only thing thats safe to me
i know pain, im good at it