You've got my head spinning, I don't know where to go from here....

Jun 28, 2006 00:15

well, things are weird....

J Cred told me godly news, I almost pissed myself. If this works out...my god. Only me, billy and J Cred know. I'll tell the guys on the 9th. Billy and I are working our butts off for the match card on the 9th. I have 3 matches, but I want it to be a pretty good show.

ECW/Smackdown on July 25th, Im gonna be there. My 1st wrestling show live, holy fucking hell. Me, HellRaizer, and his friend. We'll jump Mark and Akuma. well....try to jump akuma lol.

I need to clean my room....along with the backyard some more, I gotta do a lot of shit. Getting a job would be helpful.

My summer has been good this summer actually, I chill with bhb most of the time but we think of some good shit for HFW. I haven't seen Kevyn in a longass time, startin to miss the kid. Saw eric for the first time in a bit today...same old kid makin fun of billy and actin like a 5 yr old lol. We all still laugh, besides erin...shes mature, something we choose not to be.

-Allie and I are talking again, I'm happy we are.
-I haven't even thought about her anymore...I feel kinda bad, I liked her a lot but now that I'm takling to Allie my feelings are weird and changing
-Stalker needs to go away....I need to sing Kelly T's song. "Oh when age, goes marching out. Oh, how I'd love to see that happen. When age goes marching out."

I missed you so much. I may have not acted like it but it tore away at me, every day and night. I've been through heaven and hell the past 8 months we weren't talking, and for most of it I was wishing you were next to me to hold my hand & help me through. But you weren't and I had to manage on my own...something I'm pretty decent at now-a-days. I wish I was able to hold you in my arms, and stay up until 4am talking to you about anything and everything. I hope we work out...
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