Nov 26, 2004 17:14
I like to get my thoughts out on paper, to sort them out. I smile at an empty page knowing I'll fill it up in like ten minutes. I'll probably end up writing five journal entries for just today, but I don't care. Writing is something I've always wanted to do, but I do it in free time so I can be as creative as I want and try new writing styles. I just think about something I never thought of before and start the rough draft. I tend to hit the climax in my mind first, or a good storyline before I can fill in the details that will overcome my mind by bashing each other, squeezing and twisting their way through millions of other details and metaphors. I love writing in new ways and thinking of every possible answer. It's nice to think outside the box, but at least check it to see if it stirs up anything. I love that saying; "check the box." Probably because it came froms someone thinking outside the box to think of something original, so the looked in the box and found a good idea. Ya know?
I can't stop worring about what's going to happen on monday. At least if WE fail, he won't ask me what's wrong and we'll be able to relate to each other's feelings.(I love the thought of comfort from someone who know what's going on that you didn't have to tell your sob story to.) I slept for like two hours in the middle of the day. I need all eight, or I'll get more than I need by laying in bed with a lazy smile for 10 hours. Signing off for now,
Peaches