Trying Really Hard!
So i went up to Farmington for the first time since i moved out of my apartment Saturday and spent the night at Jess's. It was great to be back up there and i realized how much i miss it and am goin to miss not being up there for school next year. It was great to talk to Jess again I miss her sooooooooooo much and i need to go and visit her more. We talked about how much boys really suck right now and all that fun stuff.
Just when i think that shit cant get worse it always does. I got home from texas thursday night by the time me and my mom did a little shopping and friday i slept in because i had friday, satuday and, sunday off from both jobs, which was great. Well i got up friday and began to get ready because i had to go to get my check from the shelter and then head to Skowhegan to check on my pet rat and clean her cage and everything. Well i was just about to walk out the door and my dad got up and i figured i would get a hi how was your trip? and other shit like that but instead he was like what the fuck is in your lip, are u fuckin stupid, are u goin crazy? (he is refering to my new lip ring for those of u who dont know i have one) And then started bitching that my car was a dump and how he told me to clean before i left, which he didnt becasue i got it back like 2 days before i left for texas and didnt have time to do ne thing with it.
He basically was like i will take it away and sell it and u can get ur own car by urself and told me I better have it clean by the time i came back home. So when my mom called me later on i told her i was done with his bull shit and that he can have his car back, his cell phone, and that i would get the fuck out of his house! I have a few different places i can go so if thats what he wants i am gone.
Of course mom doesnt want me to go and says he has a lot on his mind, but so dont i and he is the last person i need shit from right now, i am at the breaking point and trying to always look on the bright side of things, but if he does this ne more i am gone.
And what was suppose to be my first day back to work (today) i had to call out sick to both jobs because i got the 24 hour flu. So i work tomorrow for 4 hours and thats the only money i will get til next friday!!
School starts in a few weeks and i am trying to save all my money from now on, i currently need new shoes, and am trying to get christmas shoppin started since i have a few extra people to buy for this year. Last but definately not least is that i am planning to go to Florida to see Jason for a week or so over winter break so i need to start saving to buy that plane ticket!