Very Very Very mad.
Okay so i was looking into this rotary club youth exchange thing and well my mom said i could sign up and get my spot reserved.. and so i put the $500 down to garentee my spot for the next year.
well i come home today and have a HUGE packet from them that i started filling out and as i was reading they said that they found a host family in Ireland that would be happy to take me from Aug. 2005 - the first of June 2006. Which is wonderfuL! i'm so happy about that.. i kinda wanted to go to italy more but Ireland is fine for me!
Well i'm filling out the paper work and my mom comes home and is like what thats whats that?!?! so i show her and she was like "Wow.. you ACTUALLY got in!? HAHA to bad you arent going!"
i was like "WHAT?!!" then she went, "Lindy Marie, did you actually think that i would let you do this?..i let you sign up and stuff just so you didnt bitch at me." "mom I paid $500!" "well, then you better call and get your money back.. because your not going and thats final." 'But why!?! Becuase its not safe and because i said so!"
What the fucking hell is her problem.. i fucking hate her.. i want to move away and never come back ever. maybe i'll just leave now. fuck her... why does she always do this?!?!?!? ahhh!!!!! something really bad needs to happen to her... Anything that happens to me that is good she ALWAYS takes away.. she takes everything.. i think her goal in life is to destroy me.. shes killing me.. she really is killing me emotionally. she brings me down and i try to stay up but stuff like this just fucks with my head to much..
God i hate her..
.... i'm so upset. i can't believe she did this to me, i just can't believe she took something this big away from me. I hate her. I truly HATE her.
well i come home today and have a HUGE packet from them that i started filling out and as i was reading they said that they found a host family in Ireland that would be happy to take me from Aug. 2005 - the first of June 2006. Which is wonderfuL! i'm so happy about that.. i kinda wanted to go to italy more but Ireland is fine for me!
Well i'm filling out the paper work and my mom comes home and is like what thats whats that?!?! so i show her and she was like "Wow.. you ACTUALLY got in!? HAHA to bad you arent going!"
i was like "WHAT?!!" then she went, "Lindy Marie, did you actually think that i would let you do this?..i let you sign up and stuff just so you didnt bitch at me." "mom I paid $500!" "well, then you better call and get your money back.. because your not going and thats final." 'But why!?! Becuase its not safe and because i said so!"
What the fucking hell is her problem.. i fucking hate her.. i want to move away and never come back ever. maybe i'll just leave now. fuck her... why does she always do this?!?!?!? ahhh!!!!! something really bad needs to happen to her... Anything that happens to me that is good she ALWAYS takes away.. she takes everything.. i think her goal in life is to destroy me.. shes killing me.. she really is killing me emotionally. she brings me down and i try to stay up but stuff like this just fucks with my head to much..
God i hate her..
.... i'm so upset. i can't believe she did this to me, i just can't believe she took something this big away from me. I hate her. I truly HATE her.