Jul 14, 2005 23:55
So, it's been a while since I've updated this thing...a long while. Update: working a lot, trying, really want to change some things, had some ups and downs, blah, blah. There have been a couple things really eating at me these past couple weeks. I feel like I've been feeling pretty bad at the way I've been acting and the way I've been living my life. I think everyone goes through these little cycles. I just feel like I haven't been very nice to some people lately. I feel like I take people for granted sometimes which really makes me feel awful. I'm so thankful for a lot of things. I'm so lucky to have certain people in my life right now and I think the reason why I feel so horrible right now is because these are the people I feel I've been mistreating. I have a bunch of personal goals in my mind that I'm trying to work on and one of those goals is definitely trying to really show how much I appreciate the people who I love the most. The first thing to do is apologize, genuinely. So I'll take a moment to do just that. I'm sorry if I treated you badly or if I made you feel under-appreciated. I didn't mean to do that. I think that sometimes I don't look at the bigger picture. If you're reading this you're either bored, don't know what the hell I'm talking about, or totally get me. If you're among the latter of the three I want you to know that I appreciate you and I'm thankful to have a person like you in my life. Thanks.
~*~*Peachy*~*~