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+ School dragged along +
x Alarm rang to wake me up this morning n 4 some reason i didnt kno what it was, n i was laying there half asleep, thinkin wtf? is that lol .. hows that 4 a dumb blonde moment. (i'm not blonde n e more, but hey, its in all of us)
x 1st period i had a test in Burkett, 50 questions! geez thats less than a min 4 each question, since the periods only 40 mins, i must have read extremely fast ( we were allowed to use our books but not notebooks ) bcuz i finished with 12 mins left, doesnt seem long but when u have to sit there in silence, its a pain
x I have a project due in Bio on medicinal plants n i was going to do wild thyme n i got all the info for it, n today , some1 said they were going to use it, i didnt kno we had to ask so now im pissed, i have to find a diff plant n get all new info
x Lab tommorow, lab always sux
x Religion class today was actually touching, i wanted to cry. We had to watch a movie about this guy from rbc who died from a bone cancer diesease his senior year, in 1995 and omg i was like holding it in not to cry, bcuz i kno how it feels to loose someone from cancer and it makes me sad when i hear about other ppl having types of cancers and so it was very hard :( .
x I think i should prolly go to the doctor or whoever u go to, to find out if i have depression bcuz like i feel as if its getting worse. I truely am happy for all the things im blessed with like being healthy and having friends n family and my senses n all types of things, i always take 4 granted what i am soo lucky to have but i am sooo thankful for it all, n i thank god, i <3 u god. Lol sounds silly but i rele do, im soo appreciative, but still 4 some reason im always sad, i feel like every1s turning against me no matter how much they say i <3 u.
x Theres something like in my brain i guess that makes me nervous to be around ppl and sad all the time, like ive noticed i';ve been rele unhappy for a long time now, and yes i do laugh and am happy at certin times but it doesnt last very long. It all comes back to unhappy ashley. Theres been like 1 time i was rele rele happy but it last 4 like 2 mins lol silly, i mean i do love being with my giirls but i just cant seem to have fun n e more.
x i want my fun back, i wanna go back to being a cheery blonde ashley lol. I was always so bouncy n x cited, now its not like that :( . Well i do have to go its 9: 40 now so i g2 get ready 4 bed n do my crunches n stuff XoX ashley
x Alarm rang to wake me up this morning n 4 some reason i didnt kno what it was, n i was laying there half asleep, thinkin wtf? is that lol .. hows that 4 a dumb blonde moment. (i'm not blonde n e more, but hey, its in all of us)
x 1st period i had a test in Burkett, 50 questions! geez thats less than a min 4 each question, since the periods only 40 mins, i must have read extremely fast ( we were allowed to use our books but not notebooks ) bcuz i finished with 12 mins left, doesnt seem long but when u have to sit there in silence, its a pain
x I have a project due in Bio on medicinal plants n i was going to do wild thyme n i got all the info for it, n today , some1 said they were going to use it, i didnt kno we had to ask so now im pissed, i have to find a diff plant n get all new info
x Lab tommorow, lab always sux
x Religion class today was actually touching, i wanted to cry. We had to watch a movie about this guy from rbc who died from a bone cancer diesease his senior year, in 1995 and omg i was like holding it in not to cry, bcuz i kno how it feels to loose someone from cancer and it makes me sad when i hear about other ppl having types of cancers and so it was very hard :( .
x I think i should prolly go to the doctor or whoever u go to, to find out if i have depression bcuz like i feel as if its getting worse. I truely am happy for all the things im blessed with like being healthy and having friends n family and my senses n all types of things, i always take 4 granted what i am soo lucky to have but i am sooo thankful for it all, n i thank god, i <3 u god. Lol sounds silly but i rele do, im soo appreciative, but still 4 some reason im always sad, i feel like every1s turning against me no matter how much they say i <3 u.
x Theres something like in my brain i guess that makes me nervous to be around ppl and sad all the time, like ive noticed i';ve been rele unhappy for a long time now, and yes i do laugh and am happy at certin times but it doesnt last very long. It all comes back to unhappy ashley. Theres been like 1 time i was rele rele happy but it last 4 like 2 mins lol silly, i mean i do love being with my giirls but i just cant seem to have fun n e more.
x i want my fun back, i wanna go back to being a cheery blonde ashley lol. I was always so bouncy n x cited, now its not like that :( . Well i do have to go its 9: 40 now so i g2 get ready 4 bed n do my crunches n stuff XoX ashley