Jan 13, 2005 13:26
Wow...it seems like im constantly writing the same thing on here...making the same discoveries. Im up im down...but i suppose thats life eh?
Well im 20....im fucking ready to start living...i think. (smiles) Its time to fucking GROW UP. This doesnt mean i have to stop partying...but it does mean i need to stop doing it as a hobby. I really want to be about something again. It was theatre, art, for a time it was sports, it was yearbook, it was something, ANYTHING! I have nothing going for me right now other then the fact that im Katie Fucking Dupre and I can do anything i want to do if i put some effort into it. Plus i have 2 sisters i cant believe that i take advantage of some times. They are more supportive of me and my fuck ups than anyone. My parents will always be parents but they are helping me out way more then most peoples parents i know and thats awsome too.
Im only taking 1 class at clark but i love it and i knew that i would. I didnt however know how much i MISS going to school. Theres really so much to it. So many levels of interesting people, challeneges....just things that make you find yourself. Im hoping to uncover some hidden talents along the way. Is that wierd? hehe I dont know sometime its nice to shock yourself....i dont do it enough in a good way.
As far as men go, im done just being an object. I mean good guys are far and few between YES but i think i can focus on myself and bettering me until i find a nice guy, instead of kissing anyone who things im cute.
anywayz...we are about to go out to lunch....so im outta herrrrrrrrrrrre.
This is just my morning thought i had to write down. Theres more but im starving. :)
haha ALWAYS HUNGRY~~!~
PS i LOVE my roomate Richie....hes FUN!