hmm...
yeah so i guess tomorrow im going shopping with marissa and laurie. Marissa has to buy stuff for the boyfriend ::rolls eyes::, why do you ask? hmm i skipped yet again to sleep. oh well its not like i missed that much today anyways i mean c`mon..i'd much rather sleep than watch The Great Gatsby. ahh anywho...i cant wait for tomorrow (well actually today) i love shopping ecspecially for something important. its weird though because i wont no anyone there, just jason. believe it or not im actaully blowing off a party to go to the wedding!! is that not crazy? me not partying? i actually really need to change (for a while)...i've got to get a job so i can get my license back and a car..i've got to bring my shitty ass grades up too because i kno they can be a hell of a lot better. this year it seems like i just dont care about anything and i hate saying that but its the truth. theres somethings i just cant help though..i'll never be able to be a genius in math and i hate that! ecspecially sitting in honors hearing all the "smart individuals" talk about how much their 4.O GPA will go down because they didnt get an A+ in Ap Calculas they only got an A. i just wanna be like fuck you all..your so lucky that that stupid shit comes easy to you guys because i sit and work my ass off and try my hardest and still fail. i mean wtf you now have a 3.99999 instead of a effin 4.0 im pretty sure harvard will still take you. But yeah i think i wrote enough for the night..ttyl babydolls