reilly-yanna-please
This whole thing is getting out of hand.
It used to be a little brawl that no one really payed much heed to. not it involves a close nit group of friends who can't decide who's side to take because they feel torn. i know i am not that only one who feels like that. i love them both, really. who gives a shit how long i've known them for. it doesn't take a long time to realize there's a connection. But, whether or not to elaborate and give time and energy to open that connection further is a different story. Deny carring for eachother all you want, but everyone in our grade cares for the next, somewhat at least. to deny that is hurtful. to put a burden on someone who wasn't initially involved is. for all of god's sake, people, everything you're doing right now is tainted with hurt, distrust, and selfishness. the people themselves are NOT selfish. do NOT think that is what i mean. oh fuck it. Yanna and Reilly, you know i love you both and that you are both awesome and have made my last years here the most cherished. im not trying to bullshit you both right now or make this sappy. i have not liked you at times. distinct times i can recall. for some stuff that i dont know how i looked past. belive me. but i over came obsticles. everyone has to. dont make this difficult on yourselves. you have to live life knowing you did something as stupid as not making the last, what, 8 weeks, the best they would be over STUPID ass shit? i think not. and i for one will not let that happen. and please, i am not taking sides, if it comes across that way, i am sorry. i love you guys to death, for real. watching a friendship deteriorate like this sickens me.
and i will conclude this with some DMB lyrics.
"Eat, Drink and be merry,
for tomorrow We Die..."