Nov 08, 2005 15:57
So. I haven't made an entry in a long time.
I'm sure if I would have made an entry a week ago my mood would have been "Amazingly Happy" or something. Now I'm just confussed. It feels like everything is how it should be. But at the same time it all just feels wrong. Thats why I'm confussed. I have no idea really...
Sometimes its too much. Everything feels farther away. The bad thing......I think he likes me more than I like him. I feel terrible about it. I really don't like this feeling. Or just any of this. We never have anything to say. It's only been a week. It was a great week....but I don't think I feel the same. It's really strange. I feel kinda stupid. And mad at myself.
I'm going to go now before I start to feel worse. : /