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It already feels like this semester will be difficult for me. Most of the classes themselves are simple, but I lack any motivation. Last semester I was excited, ready, and stayed on top of the things I had to do; this semester I don't want to look at it, think about it, deal with it in any way. I enjoy most of the classes when I am in them. I need to keep repeating to myself that I don't want to fail I don't want to fail, I can't fail. I wish i could take a semester off... I know I would regret it though. I'm afraid