Feb 01, 2005 19:19
my life is slowly starting to fall apart, everything that was once AWESOME has turned to shit, and so have i.
so my job was going good, i got my lisence, i met brad, probation was going better than i expected it too.
then came january 6th. my bday, and what did i do. i got really high which i should not have done because i had a drug test.
so i skipped it and it cost me big time...
now i violated probation and could go to jail. i skipped out on work one day because all i wanted to do was get wasted because i was so pissed so now basically im getting fired. and bradley is going to school in chicago. i am left with nothing. and the worst part is im afraid to tell my mom this because im a pussy and don't like getting yelled at! ahhhh.
im not going to school tomorrow. i need to start this weekend off early and get wasted because thats basically what my life consists of now according to all of my friends.
yeah. sweet. fuck you panera bread. and fuck the system for fucking me so damn bad.