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I love re-reading old entries and seeing how far I've come...it's just something I like to do.
Reference: [31 May 2008|12:10am]
I laughed while I was reading this because I'm in love (and not with the man referenced in this journal entry).
"what if those other people that want to get to know me...don't get the chance because I'm holding out for this love."
"I need...scratch that...I DESERVE so much more than that. I deserve to be held and cuddled and kissed and told that I'm beautiful...not 'fine.' I deserve someone who loves me and who will let me love them. That's it...I don't need or deserve very much."
These two parts jump out at me because...I let go of that unhealthy "relationship" and still allowed myself to open up to someone new.
My someone new loves me and isn't afraid to tell me how he feels. He wants to see me and talk to me and be with me and CUDDLE me and kiss me. He sends me messages that make me want to melt. He makes me feel so special.
I never thought I'd have the capacity to love someone like this...so much that thinking about him makes me smile and wish he was here (well not here...because I'm still at work - at 10 of 10pm).
He lets me be me. Finally.
gag me...mushiness.
LOVE. LOVE. LOVE.
Reference: [31 May 2008|12:10am]
I laughed while I was reading this because I'm in love (and not with the man referenced in this journal entry).
"what if those other people that want to get to know me...don't get the chance because I'm holding out for this love."
"I need...scratch that...I DESERVE so much more than that. I deserve to be held and cuddled and kissed and told that I'm beautiful...not 'fine.' I deserve someone who loves me and who will let me love them. That's it...I don't need or deserve very much."
These two parts jump out at me because...I let go of that unhealthy "relationship" and still allowed myself to open up to someone new.
My someone new loves me and isn't afraid to tell me how he feels. He wants to see me and talk to me and be with me and CUDDLE me and kiss me. He sends me messages that make me want to melt. He makes me feel so special.
I never thought I'd have the capacity to love someone like this...so much that thinking about him makes me smile and wish he was here (well not here...because I'm still at work - at 10 of 10pm).
He lets me be me. Finally.
gag me...mushiness.
LOVE. LOVE. LOVE.