It's not supposed to be this way....
My uncle Greg tried to commit suicide yesterday. He went as far as to leave a note. Jammed over 120 pills into his body and just, went to sleep. They found him passed out in the bathroom. Apparently he was really upset when he woke up cause he wasn't dead. He put all the blame on his only sister who is my mom, said he was pissed at my mom and that's why he was trying to kill himself. He thanked all of his family in the note except her. He also made sure that i was the last one to talk to him. He called me on tuesday, and what i thought was a normal conversation, turns out, it was intended to be his last goodbye.
Im in shock. Im unsettled. Im furious yet understanding (thank you psyche class). I feel sorrow for him and for my mother. And im left feeling very alone and very unnerved.
He wanted me to be the last person he talked to before he killed himself.
Im at a loss for words both vocally and in thought. I just really need a hug right now...
Damn.
Im in shock. Im unsettled. Im furious yet understanding (thank you psyche class). I feel sorrow for him and for my mother. And im left feeling very alone and very unnerved.
He wanted me to be the last person he talked to before he killed himself.
Im at a loss for words both vocally and in thought. I just really need a hug right now...
Damn.