karma ; chapter 6
Title: Karma
Writer: akasora // peaceofcakez
Pairing: JinDa (More pairings develop through the story)
Genre: Romance, Angst
Rating: T
Summary: When Ueda was assigned into another band, it caused hectic changes within KAT-TUN and thus with a heartbreak. His relationship is getting messed up with his boyfriend and in the end, he has to choose between KAT-TUN or his new band Calm Envy. Either way, there is no happy ending.
Previous Chapters;
[01] [02] [03] [04] [05]
Chapter 6 (Jin's POV)
I hugged my pillow tightly. Tears were still coming out of my eyes. There were so many dramas that had happen in the past and now I’m just depressed.
My best friend Pi and my old band mate, Tanaka Koki was comforting me, trying to soothe me with words.
I sniffed. “Thank you guys… for supporting me the whole way through suffering.”
Koki smiled. “Don’t worry about it. That what friends do.” He patted Jin’s back.
I slowly smiled at him and replied, “Thanks you guys…” I express gratitude once more.
Right now all I need is my friends because I was heartbroken.
I’m still heartbroken.
Even after two years, I yearned to forget about Ueda but I simply can’t. I still love him.
I still love him.
Nobody can heal my broken heart when my heart is stolen away by the one and only Ueda Tatsuya.
I slumped on the couch and pouted. For some reason, tonight was really depressing. It was bringing back bad memories but I don’t blame Yamapi for being curious.
“So anyways… what happen next?” Yamapi asked. The story telling had stopped since I was crying.
I shifted a little on the couch and frowned. I didn’t feel like telling the whole story.
“I’ll tell Yamapi for you, Jin.” Koki piped up. He smiles at me. Back then he knew what was going inside KAT-TUN and Calm Envy.
If Ueda didn’t get into another band this wouldn’t happen…
“Okay… so after that day, Tat-chan was working with Calm Envy for two weeks…” He began, thinking what happen. He was the eyewitness in this whole thing.
…I would have still been him with until now.
April 2007
The tension between the band members was weird to me.
Why?
Because our leader was missing and he was gone off to his other band. That actually made all of us sad.
Before we knew about this, we weren’t so worried about Tat-chan because he does get sick easily even in the hot summer but Tat-chan working with Calm Envy is weird for us.
I wonder how NewS & Kanjani∞ feels without Ryo-chan in their group.
I shrugged and sighed. It felt so lonely without him. Then I glared at Kame.
I still need to know what was going on between Kame and Ueda.
Did they have a relationship back then or not?
Was Kamenashi kidding when he and Ueda use to date?
Then he looks at his other band members. They knew something that I don’t.
Perhaps it’s the best not to know?
The manager busted in the room and yelled, “Rehearsals,” and we all got up and followed him.
“Maa~ Are we doing any shows this week?” Junno asked.
The manager nodded. “Yes. You guys are doing a Shounen Club Premium and Hyde & Ken will appear on you’re show.”
We all nodded at the information.
“Next week, Ueda-kun’s band is going to be appear on you’re show as well.”
I frowned. It wasn’t that I don’t like Tat-chan’s new band but it feels really uncomfortable with them around.
“Oh yes, Kame-kun can you go to Ueda-kun’s house today and show him what we did today. He needs to appear in the Shounen Club Premium and the Cartoon KAT-TUN.” The manager instructed.
“Hai.”
I gave Kame a heated look. He noticed and gave me a smirk, a smirk that I knew too well that he has something planned up his sleeves.
When rehearsals were over, I saw Kame ran to the dressing room and ran out. “Bye guys.”
Koki gave a look to Maru then to Junno. It was as if they were talking in their minds with each other.
That same day, I called Yamapi over my house since I was lonely.
Tat-chan was busy with Calm Envy he didn’t have any time with me and because of that I was lonely. Usually after practice, Tat-chan and I would hang out at my or his house and do things together that we like.
“Why do you look so depressed?” Yamapi tilts his head and observed me.
“Pi… how does it feel when Ryo-chan is not in the group?” I asked.
Yamapi chuckled. “That’s what you’ve been wondering about?” He smirked. “Well I guess I could tell you.” He sits on the couch across from me. “When Ryo-chan is not around I guess it kind of feels lonely once in a while. Most of the time he’s the one that actually makes us laugh most of the time. The group copes without him and besides, he switches between us and K8 so it doesn’t matter as long we see him.”
I stared at him for a long time. “What if you were in love with that person then?”
My best friend put a thinking gesture. “Well, if I was in love with Ryo-chan I would have kept a good relationship with him. I would have told one of the K8 members to watch him for me if he ever cheats on me.” He laughs. “Are you having trouble with Tat-chan?”
I stiffly nodded at him and looked away. “It’s not going so well. When MatsuJun locked us up in the closet, I kind of threw a mad tantrum at Tat-chan. When he got out… he said to me, ‘I should have chosen Kamenashi over you and chosen him a million times’.”
Yamapi frowned deeply. He sighed and shook his head. “This is not happening.” He whispered to himself.
I raised an eyebrow. Does he know the relationship between Kame and Tat-chan?
“Pi?”
He shook his head. “No… it’s nothing. I’m just bothered by that thought. That’s all.” He sighs. “Look I have to go. I have a meeting with Tegoshi today at this one restaurant he wants all of us to eat at.” Pi rolls his eyes. “I’ll see you later okay?”
With those words, he rushed out the door.
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No V-day fic. D: Cause I'm lazy and besides... I might end up killing Ueda in the fic. D:
Writer: akasora // peaceofcakez
Pairing: JinDa (More pairings develop through the story)
Genre: Romance, Angst
Rating: T
Summary: When Ueda was assigned into another band, it caused hectic changes within KAT-TUN and thus with a heartbreak. His relationship is getting messed up with his boyfriend and in the end, he has to choose between KAT-TUN or his new band Calm Envy. Either way, there is no happy ending.
Previous Chapters;
[01] [02] [03] [04] [05]
Chapter 6 (Jin's POV)
I hugged my pillow tightly. Tears were still coming out of my eyes. There were so many dramas that had happen in the past and now I’m just depressed.
My best friend Pi and my old band mate, Tanaka Koki was comforting me, trying to soothe me with words.
I sniffed. “Thank you guys… for supporting me the whole way through suffering.”
Koki smiled. “Don’t worry about it. That what friends do.” He patted Jin’s back.
I slowly smiled at him and replied, “Thanks you guys…” I express gratitude once more.
Right now all I need is my friends because I was heartbroken.
I’m still heartbroken.
Even after two years, I yearned to forget about Ueda but I simply can’t. I still love him.
I still love him.
Nobody can heal my broken heart when my heart is stolen away by the one and only Ueda Tatsuya.
I slumped on the couch and pouted. For some reason, tonight was really depressing. It was bringing back bad memories but I don’t blame Yamapi for being curious.
“So anyways… what happen next?” Yamapi asked. The story telling had stopped since I was crying.
I shifted a little on the couch and frowned. I didn’t feel like telling the whole story.
“I’ll tell Yamapi for you, Jin.” Koki piped up. He smiles at me. Back then he knew what was going inside KAT-TUN and Calm Envy.
If Ueda didn’t get into another band this wouldn’t happen…
“Okay… so after that day, Tat-chan was working with Calm Envy for two weeks…” He began, thinking what happen. He was the eyewitness in this whole thing.
…I would have still been him with until now.
April 2007
The tension between the band members was weird to me.
Why?
Because our leader was missing and he was gone off to his other band. That actually made all of us sad.
Before we knew about this, we weren’t so worried about Tat-chan because he does get sick easily even in the hot summer but Tat-chan working with Calm Envy is weird for us.
I wonder how NewS & Kanjani∞ feels without Ryo-chan in their group.
I shrugged and sighed. It felt so lonely without him. Then I glared at Kame.
I still need to know what was going on between Kame and Ueda.
Did they have a relationship back then or not?
Was Kamenashi kidding when he and Ueda use to date?
Then he looks at his other band members. They knew something that I don’t.
Perhaps it’s the best not to know?
The manager busted in the room and yelled, “Rehearsals,” and we all got up and followed him.
“Maa~ Are we doing any shows this week?” Junno asked.
The manager nodded. “Yes. You guys are doing a Shounen Club Premium and Hyde & Ken will appear on you’re show.”
We all nodded at the information.
“Next week, Ueda-kun’s band is going to be appear on you’re show as well.”
I frowned. It wasn’t that I don’t like Tat-chan’s new band but it feels really uncomfortable with them around.
“Oh yes, Kame-kun can you go to Ueda-kun’s house today and show him what we did today. He needs to appear in the Shounen Club Premium and the Cartoon KAT-TUN.” The manager instructed.
“Hai.”
I gave Kame a heated look. He noticed and gave me a smirk, a smirk that I knew too well that he has something planned up his sleeves.
When rehearsals were over, I saw Kame ran to the dressing room and ran out. “Bye guys.”
Koki gave a look to Maru then to Junno. It was as if they were talking in their minds with each other.
That same day, I called Yamapi over my house since I was lonely.
Tat-chan was busy with Calm Envy he didn’t have any time with me and because of that I was lonely. Usually after practice, Tat-chan and I would hang out at my or his house and do things together that we like.
“Why do you look so depressed?” Yamapi tilts his head and observed me.
“Pi… how does it feel when Ryo-chan is not in the group?” I asked.
Yamapi chuckled. “That’s what you’ve been wondering about?” He smirked. “Well I guess I could tell you.” He sits on the couch across from me. “When Ryo-chan is not around I guess it kind of feels lonely once in a while. Most of the time he’s the one that actually makes us laugh most of the time. The group copes without him and besides, he switches between us and K8 so it doesn’t matter as long we see him.”
I stared at him for a long time. “What if you were in love with that person then?”
My best friend put a thinking gesture. “Well, if I was in love with Ryo-chan I would have kept a good relationship with him. I would have told one of the K8 members to watch him for me if he ever cheats on me.” He laughs. “Are you having trouble with Tat-chan?”
I stiffly nodded at him and looked away. “It’s not going so well. When MatsuJun locked us up in the closet, I kind of threw a mad tantrum at Tat-chan. When he got out… he said to me, ‘I should have chosen Kamenashi over you and chosen him a million times’.”
Yamapi frowned deeply. He sighed and shook his head. “This is not happening.” He whispered to himself.
I raised an eyebrow. Does he know the relationship between Kame and Tat-chan?
“Pi?”
He shook his head. “No… it’s nothing. I’m just bothered by that thought. That’s all.” He sighs. “Look I have to go. I have a meeting with Tegoshi today at this one restaurant he wants all of us to eat at.” Pi rolls his eyes. “I’ll see you later okay?”
With those words, he rushed out the door.
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No V-day fic. D: Cause I'm lazy and besides... I might end up killing Ueda in the fic. D: