the corners of my roof leak
it's embarrassing to admit but if i have even a couple hours of free time, i feel like i'm a loser or something. my speech class got canceled, so that means i finally have a free night to myself. i have like ten pages to read in one of my books, but i am home-free. but for some reason, that just makes me uncomfortable instead of ecstatic, like it should.
ever goddamn night i have class or a meeting or some shit till 10 at night, and i'm always so tired, so i feel like i should do something productive with this time here. it amazes me that during the summer, i can wake up at 1.30 pm, watch tv till 4, sit around at the park till 10, sit around someone's house till 3 and then do it all over again.
why do i only have two functions -- on and off?
i'm so bored i may go over to his friends' apmt. and that's gonna be a mistake.
ever goddamn night i have class or a meeting or some shit till 10 at night, and i'm always so tired, so i feel like i should do something productive with this time here. it amazes me that during the summer, i can wake up at 1.30 pm, watch tv till 4, sit around at the park till 10, sit around someone's house till 3 and then do it all over again.
why do i only have two functions -- on and off?
i'm so bored i may go over to his friends' apmt. and that's gonna be a mistake.