oh look at the wounds i cant cover

Jan 03, 2005 06:18

o wowwers. for once mi "title" thing is tru and relates to the entry. hah!

las night was so awful. and to top it off im leaving in 10 minutes to go back to school =( i slept maybay half an hour/one hour at the most. ugh. gh. ugh.

i have these red marks and bleedy spots on mi face and neck. i told u last night was bad didnt i? yea well mi arms r looking so good. hopefulli they can stay this way and get great looking.. or maybay.. maybay i might wear a long sleeve shurt. not to school ofcourse. but still, a short sleeve shurt in ur home is better then no short sleeve shurt at all. mi leg... eh. inside thigh bruise is shrunk to about the size of a tennis ball. no, a golf ball. hmm. mi hand.. wellhe right one is about to mi thumb knuckle.. and the left is almost to mi finger knuckles!! ah! no! i jus relized this. this comp light in this dark room makes it more visible i think. mi wrist = bad bad bad. y have i been tearing it apart so often? this isnt in mi usaul attack rituals. but, now it officialli is. i do it so often.. its been apart of atleast mi last 12 semi and full on attacks. hmf.

school. i will post mi newest schedule this afternoon. i hope it works for me. id hate to fail/get kicked out of another class.

friday is the start of mi letter writings to aunt lori. im anxious to start. i love writing real letters and recieving them as well. w00t. =D

im chewing on a peice of yum yum gum. no coffee. yea, i kno i usaulli drink it in the mornings so i dont fall asleep in class (and expesialli today) but nope. i dont l;yke the side effects of caffenine overdose.

well im off now. best of luck to u school starters. wish me the same. ;)

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