(no subject)
-I AM: sleepless and depressed
-I WISH: i could find some1 who could make me happi
-I HATE: being lonli and sad
-I MISS: mi close friends who have left
-I FEAR: life long lonliness
-I HEAR: the comp makes fan noises
-I WONDER: if i will ever bring miself out of this whole
-I LOVE: music and singing
-I DANCE: in mi living room in the middle of the ngiht in mi cookie monster socks and jammies playing hiphop
-I SING: all the time, not good and not in front of ppl
-I CRY: alomost day to day, but thats gotten better...
-I AM NOT ALWAYS: using common sense
-I WRITE: letters i dont intend to send and songs/poems
-I CONFUSE: miself
-I NEED: real happiness, preferrbly from a guy-friend/boyfriend
-I SHOULD: lose weight
YES OR NO
-you keep a diary: not realli, not consistantli anyways (not counting LJ)
-you like to cook:no, jus something i do out of boredom
-you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yes
-are you in love: no
-you set your watch a few minutes ahead: i never set mi watch, tricia did
-you bite your fingernails: not often, quticals all the time
-you believe in love: i do
WHO IS...?
-the weirdest person you know: kaitlyn, in a good way tho
-the loudest person you know: savannah
-your close friends: um.. i dont think i have a realli close friend but i guess we'd have to say kayla.
-the person that knows the most about you: kaitlyn or kels or kayla
-your crush: ...
-most boring teacher: burbrink
DO YOU...?
-want to get married: yea...maybay
-have crush(es): not a major crush, but little ones
have any tattoos/where: not currently
-piercings/where: jus mi ears, mi naval has been an on/off thing
-get motion sickness: onli once
-think you're a health freak: most defiently not
-get along with your parents: rarly, but wen i do get along wiht mi mom its cool
-like thunderstorms: mostly
WHO OR WHAT DO YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU SEE [THIS] NAME...
-Ryan: that guy from that book i read who was soo hott supposidly
-Drew: probabli some preppy hott guy with short brown hair
-Hannah: a liar and slut
-Aaron: flame boy
-Amy: all american
-Will: fresh prince of bell aire
-Eve: naked in woods-type
-John: great drawer
-Laura: blonde chubby chick, yet "sexy"
-Alex: jerk-off
-Jason: fucker
-Ricky: gayfer posing as straigt-fer
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU... )
-CRIED: yea, more then usaul
-HELPED SOMEONE: not that i kno of
-BOUGHT SOMETHING: um.. no i dont think
-GOTTEN SICK: nope
-GONE TO THE MOVIES: no
-GONE OUT FOR DINNER: no
-SAID "I LOVE YOU": yea (not as if i meant it tho)
-WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: yea, not sending it tho
-TALKED TO AN EX: i think
-MISSED AN EX: yea
-WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL: yes
-TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON: i dont remember
-HAD A SERIOUS TALK: nope
-MISSED SOMEONE: yea
-HUGGED SOMEONE: yea
-FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS: yea a lil
-FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND: nope
WOULD YOU EVER...?
1. Eat a bug? for money
2. Bungee jump? yes!
3. Hang glide? i dont kno
4. Kill someone? naw
8. Parachute from a plane? depends
9. Walk on hot coals? nope
10. Go out with someone for their looks? naw
11. for their reputation? nope
12. Be a vegetarian? been there done that...not again, sooo hard
13. Wear plaid with stripes? have, will do again
15. Sing karaoke? always did...still would
16. Get drunk? unlykli i will do it again but ya nvr kno
17. Shoplift? not something of great vallue... thats wrong1!! hehehe
18. Run a red light? depends how long its been red
20. Dye your hair blue? ive considered it
21. Be on Survivor? never
22. Wear makeup in public? hmm yea
23. Go all night without sleep? done it
24. Cheat on a test? done it
25. Make someone cry? try not to
26. Call your math teacher a bad name? naw, i lyke mi math teacher!
28. Date someone more than 10 years older than you? uh the oldest ive done is 6 years older, i might again if i lyked the person enough to risk oarent dissapproval
29. Cuss out a priest? doubtful
30. Take a job as a janitor? naw
32. Stay up all through the night? shure
33. Drink straight espresso? strong, but i wouldnt NOT drink it
gonna sleep for an hour or two. make nana a josh groban mix cd. pretend im not missing somone. pretend its all for the better in mi life. eat a red chewy thing cuz we have them.