Dec 23, 2004 19:15
excert from "crank":
have you ever had so much to say that your mouth closed up tight, stuggling to harness the nuclear force coalescing within your words?
have you ever had so mani thoughts churning inside that you didnt dare let them ecscape, incase they blew you right open?
have you ever been so angry that you couldnt look in the mirrior for fear of finding the face of evil glaring back at you?
i stared at brendan, trying to find some words--any words-- to express the terror of those minutes, the horror of his violation, the humiliation at his benediction.
but mi mouth closed up tight around the nuclear force building inside, thought after thought churning, the evil in mi core threating to eviscerate me.
would you think it as a mercy killing?