mi red cup o' lies
1-ish- jus expierenced some trecherous attacks. damn flip.
i almost went to VA this weekend. o gawd. now im so depressed. in the car home from the mall i was about to flipping hit the roof cuz i was gonna get to c sean in less then 12 hours. but no. nana calls and boom.. she has a flight so me and dad dont have to pic her up.grr. i never even got to tell him about the trip bc he didnt pic up his fone thursday night and he didnt pic up when ever i got home. grr. it was so sad. even tho id onli b able to chillax lyke 3 or 4 hours it would have made it easier to wait till summer for *him*.
let me take u thro mi day. im flipping bored and dont kno wat else to do.
morning. woke up and was all ugh. mi face looked more fucked up then usaul and sturf.
bus was late cuz we had a sub. gawd damn. its a good thing it wasnt as cold as it was the other day or else i would have froze to death. bus ended up coming at lyke, alomost 7 or maybay it was 7.
bus ride was all quiet for mwah. sucked kind of. but thats life.
headed straight to class. was late, dur. i then removed mi hoodie. for lyke onli the 2nd time in the history of mi freshman year was i wearing no jacket. whoa. i was wearing the new Jem shurt lisa got me for mi bday. its long sleevd.
worked and sat and sturf. boring mostly. bulldawg break i went to ROTC with savannah and misa. savannah got me a xmas gift. =)
i bought skittles and starburst. they had no twizzlers. =(
2nd block we did an essay which is part of the finals next week. i sat by Sim and was mostly distracted after i was done. mrs stratamyer brought those lil minature cupcakes. yumm ness. katie got her peta2 stickers in and there is a new kentucky fried cruelity sticker. i took one. tee.
lunch was the usaul i guess. o wait. i ate a hamburger. it had been awile ya kno? i had some orange fanta too. w00t. Pim (rosie) left during bull dog break for vacation so karen took her spot at the lunch table. not so mani ppl ate with us as they usaulli do. Sim did tho. hah.
3rd. Rim (rhett) as usaul didnt skip with me. Sim didnt either. idk y. o, yes i do. wait, no i dont. grr. in burbrinks i sat and finished that 200 pt. final exam review sturf. torture. plain torture.
in the great 4th block we had a free day. or partay day or w.e u wanna call it. i mostly played/watch them play cards. a movie was on. jerrasic park. ugh. wat happened to the grinch b4 xmas? they were gonna play the day after tomarrow but never did. i dont kno y. ppl were all eatting and goofing off and sturf. wicked. sim made me fall multiple times. damn her.
bus rdie home was boring too. i forgot wat i did. o well.
i got home and kaylor came over then left after i ate spagetti-os cuz dad wanted to take me to the mall.yes, he actualli wanted to take me to the mall. i didnt even ask. he was all lyke "u need to get gifts for ppl right? lets go to the mall." so me and dad and tricia went to the mall. its tru after all... me and tricia onli fight wen mom is there. she starts it i swear. so, i ought savannah, misa, lisa, tricia, ginear, kaylorand katie gifts. srry if i didnt get u one but i had limits ya kno? so, i mostly narrowed it down to ppl who r/did get me gifts. was gonna buy mom a gift but looks lyke we're gonna have to do it another time.
we went to claries and hot topic and fye. oh, and that book store. me and tricia looked at almost all the stores wen dad dropped us oof, ate at the food court. i saw some ppl i kne from class. then got some candi. dad. hah. he gave us 20 buck for some food and then said to meet him by the sweet factory in an hour. hah. dumb ass. we spent it on food then kandi. mi bag consisted mostli of those lyke nerd-size jawvreakers. bomb diggity.
we were laughing r heads off in tht store. how can u not wen ur surrounded by sugary goodness?
id tell u ppl wat i bought for who but then they would kno b4 i give it to them monday. tricia knos wat i got her cuz she was there. she picked it out. hah. wizard of oz soundtrack. c, i dont normalli buy mislef cds unless i need them cuz lyke, to sing to... so.. i wanted that "best of" cd by charlotte church. but no, tricia had other things in mind. we went to book store were i got *some1s* gift. there was this book i seriousli wanted. tricia got it for me but told me she was gonna tell dad it was for her friend. then she told me she told dad that it was realli for me but to pretend it was for a friend so i didnt kno. thing is, ive known all along. its great. hah. so i bought kayla a book. she knows alreadi cuz she told me thats wat she wanted. i wasnt gonna at first but then i couldnt think of anything else so yea. i got this book i read about in a magazine. i later relized wen i got home and was wrapping it that i had read it. im hopping she didnt read it. she usaulli has reda wat ive read. i should of gotten her annies baby lyke i planned. grr.
misa got sturf from hot topic and everyone else from claires.
im still depressed. grr. tonight was good. xmas is in one week exactly. hmm.
mi AIM still doesnt work. gawd damn it. i miss it.
if u have yahoo add me. peacemonkeyout. im so lonli. oh, and if u have myspace to. funnymandown@yahoo.com.
c wat boredom and depression has lead me to do? a completly boring entry to hog up ur friends page. im so very very srry. mi plans for this weekend r probabli sitting around being sad. o well.
plus, i am getting the actings about sean. have i ever mentioned the actings in this here livejournal? no. i havent. its wen i play out lyke some stori line i make out. i do it alot walking to the bus stop or sitting in the car. ppl probabli think im crazy either whispering to miself or jus moving mi mouth. i even get the facial expressions goin. there is a thin line between sanity and insanity for me. its wierd cuz i regognize mi unusaul behavior, as doesnt any other abnormal person. get it? got. it. goood. in these actings sean gets in some freak accident b4 i show up there in VA saturday then i go to skol the final exam days all teary and depressed. after break he dies and i cry cry cry in pandichs office. c? it wasnt even good. they r always death/murder/rape related. its cuz of law and order. thats were i steal mi expression and reactions from.
mi left hand middle finger is hott. y? idk. im thinking of taking half an ambian to sleep cuz im thinking to much. ah.
im not gonna take algebra next term. nah. i dont wanna have to use mi brain. i realli dont.
no bf for brina on xmas. i think its better this way maybay. yea. maybay.
X.oh brina
i almost went to VA this weekend. o gawd. now im so depressed. in the car home from the mall i was about to flipping hit the roof cuz i was gonna get to c sean in less then 12 hours. but no. nana calls and boom.. she has a flight so me and dad dont have to pic her up.grr. i never even got to tell him about the trip bc he didnt pic up his fone thursday night and he didnt pic up when ever i got home. grr. it was so sad. even tho id onli b able to chillax lyke 3 or 4 hours it would have made it easier to wait till summer for *him*.
let me take u thro mi day. im flipping bored and dont kno wat else to do.
morning. woke up and was all ugh. mi face looked more fucked up then usaul and sturf.
bus was late cuz we had a sub. gawd damn. its a good thing it wasnt as cold as it was the other day or else i would have froze to death. bus ended up coming at lyke, alomost 7 or maybay it was 7.
bus ride was all quiet for mwah. sucked kind of. but thats life.
headed straight to class. was late, dur. i then removed mi hoodie. for lyke onli the 2nd time in the history of mi freshman year was i wearing no jacket. whoa. i was wearing the new Jem shurt lisa got me for mi bday. its long sleevd.
worked and sat and sturf. boring mostly. bulldawg break i went to ROTC with savannah and misa. savannah got me a xmas gift. =)
i bought skittles and starburst. they had no twizzlers. =(
2nd block we did an essay which is part of the finals next week. i sat by Sim and was mostly distracted after i was done. mrs stratamyer brought those lil minature cupcakes. yumm ness. katie got her peta2 stickers in and there is a new kentucky fried cruelity sticker. i took one. tee.
lunch was the usaul i guess. o wait. i ate a hamburger. it had been awile ya kno? i had some orange fanta too. w00t. Pim (rosie) left during bull dog break for vacation so karen took her spot at the lunch table. not so mani ppl ate with us as they usaulli do. Sim did tho. hah.
3rd. Rim (rhett) as usaul didnt skip with me. Sim didnt either. idk y. o, yes i do. wait, no i dont. grr. in burbrinks i sat and finished that 200 pt. final exam review sturf. torture. plain torture.
in the great 4th block we had a free day. or partay day or w.e u wanna call it. i mostly played/watch them play cards. a movie was on. jerrasic park. ugh. wat happened to the grinch b4 xmas? they were gonna play the day after tomarrow but never did. i dont kno y. ppl were all eatting and goofing off and sturf. wicked. sim made me fall multiple times. damn her.
bus rdie home was boring too. i forgot wat i did. o well.
i got home and kaylor came over then left after i ate spagetti-os cuz dad wanted to take me to the mall.yes, he actualli wanted to take me to the mall. i didnt even ask. he was all lyke "u need to get gifts for ppl right? lets go to the mall." so me and dad and tricia went to the mall. its tru after all... me and tricia onli fight wen mom is there. she starts it i swear. so, i ought savannah, misa, lisa, tricia, ginear, kaylorand katie gifts. srry if i didnt get u one but i had limits ya kno? so, i mostly narrowed it down to ppl who r/did get me gifts. was gonna buy mom a gift but looks lyke we're gonna have to do it another time.
we went to claries and hot topic and fye. oh, and that book store. me and tricia looked at almost all the stores wen dad dropped us oof, ate at the food court. i saw some ppl i kne from class. then got some candi. dad. hah. he gave us 20 buck for some food and then said to meet him by the sweet factory in an hour. hah. dumb ass. we spent it on food then kandi. mi bag consisted mostli of those lyke nerd-size jawvreakers. bomb diggity.
we were laughing r heads off in tht store. how can u not wen ur surrounded by sugary goodness?
id tell u ppl wat i bought for who but then they would kno b4 i give it to them monday. tricia knos wat i got her cuz she was there. she picked it out. hah. wizard of oz soundtrack. c, i dont normalli buy mislef cds unless i need them cuz lyke, to sing to... so.. i wanted that "best of" cd by charlotte church. but no, tricia had other things in mind. we went to book store were i got *some1s* gift. there was this book i seriousli wanted. tricia got it for me but told me she was gonna tell dad it was for her friend. then she told me she told dad that it was realli for me but to pretend it was for a friend so i didnt kno. thing is, ive known all along. its great. hah. so i bought kayla a book. she knows alreadi cuz she told me thats wat she wanted. i wasnt gonna at first but then i couldnt think of anything else so yea. i got this book i read about in a magazine. i later relized wen i got home and was wrapping it that i had read it. im hopping she didnt read it. she usaulli has reda wat ive read. i should of gotten her annies baby lyke i planned. grr.
misa got sturf from hot topic and everyone else from claires.
im still depressed. grr. tonight was good. xmas is in one week exactly. hmm.
mi AIM still doesnt work. gawd damn it. i miss it.
if u have yahoo add me. peacemonkeyout. im so lonli. oh, and if u have myspace to. funnymandown@yahoo.com.
c wat boredom and depression has lead me to do? a completly boring entry to hog up ur friends page. im so very very srry. mi plans for this weekend r probabli sitting around being sad. o well.
plus, i am getting the actings about sean. have i ever mentioned the actings in this here livejournal? no. i havent. its wen i play out lyke some stori line i make out. i do it alot walking to the bus stop or sitting in the car. ppl probabli think im crazy either whispering to miself or jus moving mi mouth. i even get the facial expressions goin. there is a thin line between sanity and insanity for me. its wierd cuz i regognize mi unusaul behavior, as doesnt any other abnormal person. get it? got. it. goood. in these actings sean gets in some freak accident b4 i show up there in VA saturday then i go to skol the final exam days all teary and depressed. after break he dies and i cry cry cry in pandichs office. c? it wasnt even good. they r always death/murder/rape related. its cuz of law and order. thats were i steal mi expression and reactions from.
mi left hand middle finger is hott. y? idk. im thinking of taking half an ambian to sleep cuz im thinking to much. ah.
im not gonna take algebra next term. nah. i dont wanna have to use mi brain. i realli dont.
no bf for brina on xmas. i think its better this way maybay. yea. maybay.
X.oh brina