hopefulness for the weekend to come

[peacelovenukes]

well my whole resolution of "just rolling with it" went out the door today. i have been excited all week about getting my first pay check and going out to hiroshi's with jake for dinner. that's all that got me through the slllooowww day. turns out sarah was leaving for vassar tonight and they had a family dinner thing. which is cool, i just wished i would have known before so i didn't get all bouncy. i got up 20 minutes early today to get an outfit together and pack my bag so i could get ready at the museum. but whateer it happens. normal people are like hey whatever, we hang out for a bit, then get dinner another time. but me, no i fume. it wasn't jake's fault... but for the whole afternoon i was so pissed off. whatever. we rescheduled and i can maybe be bouncy again on monday. maybe.

but good things to come...i hope. Joanna's coming over tomorrow night. I am searching for dessert recipes. Joanna, if it was anyone else they would be getting a fruit tart or cookies, but i know you appreciate good food hehe. All of this food magazine reading is making me want to throw a dinner party, i think signal moutain is finally getting to me :' (