"Oh! I've got it! Maybe Liz can't do anything we can!"
What happens when you never feel like you satisfy anyone? Like you're never going to be good enough? Like even if you try your hardest to do something right, you still get looked down upon. Yes, I know, my flaw is that I take things too personally and maybe that's just what I'm doing right now. Overreacting once again. I just wish I could feel like I belonged completely, not just sometimes. Whatevs. Mini rant for the day. I could do another one but we'll save that for later :)
Yesterday was Car Christmas. That was fun. Mark got me a chocolate orange, Brandon got me a bath set (typical girl gift anyone?) and a journal, Joe got me a Barbie doll and wrote "Tits McGee" all over it, and Stevie-boo got me a pretty scarf. Yay.
During 4th we went to Salem Elementary and performed Children's Theatre for the 3rd-5th graders. They were the most adorable things ever. I can't wait to teach Kindergarten. Yay.
Afterschool I went to Tay's with Tay, Abie, Jackie-o, Allison, HBJ, Heathah Watkins, Anna, and Holly. It was fun. Tizzah has the most amazing back yard/field. ("What the h?") Superfly. Then I drove JackJack and Abie home and went to Jeff's. We watched Family Guy for a little bit then headed for my house to pick up Meredith's gift. On the way I hit a deer. It was the most traumatic thing ever. Seriously, I was so glad Jeff was there to keep me emotionally stable. The deer died (obviously), but my car received no damage (which is a miracle) and no one was hurt (which I'm incredibly grateful for). I called my mom and she called me dad and told him to call me. Would you like an example of my family? He called and the first thing he said was "Dear, Dear Elizabeth"...it was cruel. Then I met up with the Lesbians and we visited Jenna at Amantes. Then we ent back to my house and watched Sex and the City until Jenna got off work. Then we picked her up and just drove around for a couple hours.
I'm on my way to the Extended Family Christmas. F ME H. Of course I'm the only kid that has to go. Ugh, it's going to be hell. Oh well. Then I get to work til 6ish. Then Lesbian Christmas sometime tonight.
Yeaaaahhh. So that's the life of Liz Ray. Fun...?
I miss Katie Kapp. A lot. And I haven't seen my other Ravenscrofters in forever but whatevs.
Stephen got into ECU. I'm proud.
Right...those were the only two extra side notes.
The end.
Bye.
♥
Yesterday was Car Christmas. That was fun. Mark got me a chocolate orange, Brandon got me a bath set (typical girl gift anyone?) and a journal, Joe got me a Barbie doll and wrote "Tits McGee" all over it, and Stevie-boo got me a pretty scarf. Yay.
During 4th we went to Salem Elementary and performed Children's Theatre for the 3rd-5th graders. They were the most adorable things ever. I can't wait to teach Kindergarten. Yay.
Afterschool I went to Tay's with Tay, Abie, Jackie-o, Allison, HBJ, Heathah Watkins, Anna, and Holly. It was fun. Tizzah has the most amazing back yard/field. ("What the h?") Superfly. Then I drove JackJack and Abie home and went to Jeff's. We watched Family Guy for a little bit then headed for my house to pick up Meredith's gift. On the way I hit a deer. It was the most traumatic thing ever. Seriously, I was so glad Jeff was there to keep me emotionally stable. The deer died (obviously), but my car received no damage (which is a miracle) and no one was hurt (which I'm incredibly grateful for). I called my mom and she called me dad and told him to call me. Would you like an example of my family? He called and the first thing he said was "Dear, Dear Elizabeth"...it was cruel. Then I met up with the Lesbians and we visited Jenna at Amantes. Then we ent back to my house and watched Sex and the City until Jenna got off work. Then we picked her up and just drove around for a couple hours.
I'm on my way to the Extended Family Christmas. F ME H. Of course I'm the only kid that has to go. Ugh, it's going to be hell. Oh well. Then I get to work til 6ish. Then Lesbian Christmas sometime tonight.
Yeaaaahhh. So that's the life of Liz Ray. Fun...?
I miss Katie Kapp. A lot. And I haven't seen my other Ravenscrofters in forever but whatevs.
Stephen got into ECU. I'm proud.
Right...those were the only two extra side notes.
The end.
Bye.
♥