Nov 27, 2006 16:22
people don't like to be judged by their faith but what about a lack of faith? sometimes i wonder if i should be so openly athiest when it just leads to people assuming i'm a miserable pessimist with no trust in people or joy in life. not that i'd ever really change my mind.. it's just annoying
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i'm watching this freaky thing about hippoes on the national geographics channel. apparently, their closest relatives are dolphins and whales, not pigs. and now, they've evolved from being strict vegetarians to being predators, scavengers, and cannibals. why is this so disturbing?
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i love my friends but most of them feel more like aquaintences than anything. everyone lives so far away. it's hard to be close to someone when you only see them like once a month... if that.
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college isn't all it's cracked out to be. i hardly know anyone at Kennesaw. I'm not even sure if I'd want to if I did. I thought having professors would mean having teachers who were passionate about what they taught, but most of them don't even know how to use the school website and it seems like they've been giving the same lectures for so long that they don't care if they're teaching new stuff to anyone because to them, it's all the same crap. it's all very.. drab. eh.
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i'm going to practice sexual abstinance. no particular reason why.