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oh boy am I one confused little cookie! mulling over many possiblities and questions in my mind about my life's shape this summer. I double checked the due date for itay and it turns out i'm one month late. yikes. i emailed them but no response yet. i guess that's out of the question.
i am working at the coop now and it's alright. all i have eaten is bread and coffee. it's been awhile since i put real fresh food in me like fruits and veggies. i'm going to see how long i can go without spending money but I think i have to get gas at some point.
i picked up smoking again.
it's not exactly a satisfying life here in my mind and body.
i will have to go back to the kitchen now. i was very close to slicing the tip of my thumb with a sharp knife. phew.
i am working at the coop now and it's alright. all i have eaten is bread and coffee. it's been awhile since i put real fresh food in me like fruits and veggies. i'm going to see how long i can go without spending money but I think i have to get gas at some point.
i picked up smoking again.
it's not exactly a satisfying life here in my mind and body.
i will have to go back to the kitchen now. i was very close to slicing the tip of my thumb with a sharp knife. phew.