Prolly A couple o' T-rex's momma's ...
its really just a hard summer for me. I've really found my home down in Nyack, and I can't be there right now. I've got a lot i need to learn, or at least I think I do. I really need to get away from McDonalds. Its a hell hole and really not something thats benefiting me in any way other than financially. bah, stupid money
I'm getting more and more aware of how temporary this world is, mostly from having my whole world implode around me. I'm really tired of going to shows. but its the only distraction I have to how far away from home I am. I based the past 5 years of my life around the Hardcore scene, show after show, band practices, but now its losing priority. I'm pretty much going to these shows out of support not neccessarily enjoyment.
so now I look ahead, I need to find my bible really bad. I'm pretty sure I could read the whole thing in the next two months. I want to read it and I can't find it.
i'm really trying to find contentment here
well tommorow is College group at WLCC. Hopefully steph'll be there so I can talk to her and try to make peace. That place has been a blessing this summer
and then theres that ministry thing that sits at tthe back of my mind...
I'm getting more and more aware of how temporary this world is, mostly from having my whole world implode around me. I'm really tired of going to shows. but its the only distraction I have to how far away from home I am. I based the past 5 years of my life around the Hardcore scene, show after show, band practices, but now its losing priority. I'm pretty much going to these shows out of support not neccessarily enjoyment.
so now I look ahead, I need to find my bible really bad. I'm pretty sure I could read the whole thing in the next two months. I want to read it and I can't find it.
i'm really trying to find contentment here
well tommorow is College group at WLCC. Hopefully steph'll be there so I can talk to her and try to make peace. That place has been a blessing this summer
and then theres that ministry thing that sits at tthe back of my mind...