Being diferent is confusing.

[peacefulpawn]

I'm feeling a little strange today. I feel like screaming realy loudly but in a good way. It's realy interesting being unstabel. The things that go threw ones mind would surprise you. I could tell you but then you'd give me that look like I need to be medicated. to quote a mind that always spoke the truth of his nature. "It is not I who am crazy. It is I who am mad." People are crazy by nature. They do not understand why they react to others or why they act with out reason. Yet many do. In nature there is a catalist that will cause another norm as it were to react and become unstable. Is it me or is the same to be said about people? Think about it there you are walking down the street minding your own buissness drinking a cup of coffee and reading a news papper. When all of a suden a person comes running at you and foot ball tackeles you as hard as they can and after doing so preseeds to taunt you by calling you a pansie. Now in this instance you have the option to A)Get up recompose yourself and continue as if it never happened. ~EEH~ Not likely in this day and age. At least not in Amarica. B)Get up and collect your items and try not to cry. Also latter say if things were diferent you would of kicked that guys @$$. ~EEH~ Althoe this is a most likly responce given most choises. I'm sorry the answer were looking for is C)Toss your money at them curl up in the fetal position and once the attacker is gone call the police. Go down town and finger the guy in a line up and laph to your self that this will teach him. Now even thoe most guys will say I'd wipe the floor with someone for doing that. Inactuality they wouldn't. Why you may wonder. Becouse their in their right state of mind. If a Crazy person did that to another crazy person then there would be one out ragus fight. That is why even the most crazy of a perso won't attack another crazy person. It is said to understand a crazy person first you must distort your own way of thinking.

I'm an unstabel person with a sound mind. If I go crazy then it is more likly to happen when I'm forced into a situation were I cannot understand what to do. To an untrained eye I apear to be smart yet trufuly I'm only haph rational. Mostly I'm unrational. That is why i don't fit into this world like the rest of you do. I I were ment to fit by now I'd of adjusted to this world and warped into place. Yet still my place in it is haph and haph. I'm apart of this world in body and soul yet I'm not. I am diferent. Does that make me wrong? Does that make me sick? Then agin am I normal for me yet diferent and strage to you?