Widespread...y'know.
So I'm sure I should be doing something else right now. This week has been like riding an electronic bull that won't let you off and doesn't have a pad under it if you fall off. Work with me, here. On some accounts, I've fallen. I think my vocal ped teacher thinks I've forgotten her class exists. Have not turned in one assignment for her class or showed up to a class this week. Woops, sorry, trying to pick the director for your school.
The search committee for the director of the school of music is OVER! We had two people come this week (MT) and two last week (WRFS). And we had deliberation right after the last one left yesterday. It was two and a half hours long. I guess I'd rather the decision be hard and backed up with a lot of debate (like ours was). I mean, wouldn't you feel worse if your leader was picked in 10 minutes?
Amid all this, I found out about a scholarship for next year on Tuesday at 4:15. It was due by today. I turned it in at 1 yesterday. WOOHOO! Less than 24 hour turn-around. I also mailed the Mu Phi scholarship application today. It's for mezzos only - one goes to undergrad, and one to grad. I really need this money, guys. I really hope some of this works out, if not all.
I've completely just forgotten about my Honors Thesis. Have done NO research, and keep forgetting to give my violist a copy of her part.
I'm so ready for tomorrow evening. I'll be in Panama City with the College Group. I'm so excited. First part of Spring Break - no requirements (except the devotional I'm not really ready with...but that will happen)!
So much uncertainty about next year. I think about myself - my mental stability, my personal organization, my spirituality - two years ago, even a year ago, and I know I probably couldn't have handled this. I know something important is happening. It may not have the outcome I'm planning, but I'm on the edge of a cliff, and something tells me I'm able to fly.
The search committee for the director of the school of music is OVER! We had two people come this week (MT) and two last week (WRFS). And we had deliberation right after the last one left yesterday. It was two and a half hours long. I guess I'd rather the decision be hard and backed up with a lot of debate (like ours was). I mean, wouldn't you feel worse if your leader was picked in 10 minutes?
Amid all this, I found out about a scholarship for next year on Tuesday at 4:15. It was due by today. I turned it in at 1 yesterday. WOOHOO! Less than 24 hour turn-around. I also mailed the Mu Phi scholarship application today. It's for mezzos only - one goes to undergrad, and one to grad. I really need this money, guys. I really hope some of this works out, if not all.
I've completely just forgotten about my Honors Thesis. Have done NO research, and keep forgetting to give my violist a copy of her part.
I'm so ready for tomorrow evening. I'll be in Panama City with the College Group. I'm so excited. First part of Spring Break - no requirements (except the devotional I'm not really ready with...but that will happen)!
So much uncertainty about next year. I think about myself - my mental stability, my personal organization, my spirituality - two years ago, even a year ago, and I know I probably couldn't have handled this. I know something important is happening. It may not have the outcome I'm planning, but I'm on the edge of a cliff, and something tells me I'm able to fly.