Nov 21, 2005 00:09
First off everyone dreds finals but there are two reasons. The obvious one. You think you are not prepare or you didn't prepare. And then there is the dred because its really the end. I'm experiencing the latter. After 11 o'clock am tomorrow morning some ppl will walk out of my life forever. I have that strange numbing feeling spreading through me just thinking about it. You know the one that starts near your stomach and spreads its tingly little fingers down through your legs and around you middle before finally making your heart feel heavy. Two weeks left. I try not to think about it and just keep on living but the end looms over me and there is nothing left to do.