Nov 13, 2005 14:10
22 days till I'm back in the states, this makes me sad and happy. Right now I am an emotional mess, between leaving and coming and work and I've got a cold too!!! I can't concentrate, can't sleep, I even don't want to eat chocolate. I just want to curl up on my bed and listen to Missy Higgins...what does that make me. Thirsty Merc and Grinspoon are welcome on my Ipod, too. GOSH! This paper is already a day late, not like it care it is 1% off my grade, big deal! But, I would like to get it done and work on my play. I have so much to do. I feel these last grains of Australia time slipping through my fingers and "like an hour glass glued to the table" (ok i should quote that to Anna Nalick) I can only sit and watch them fall. Granted its hot and sticky and I want nothing more than to wear a pair of sweats and a hoodie and curl up on my sofa and watch miracle with or without cuddling, but eh to leave here where I learned to live again, to lighten up, to care about other and let them care about me, to laugh and takes risks. Oi...use the word OI!!!!