My uncontrolable emotions will kill my hopes of being on Broadway
So I was thinking today how sucky it has suddenly become to leave this place. Then after a fantastic day of soccer I won both my games even though JFC Animals lost and will not be going to the finals, I went to bible study and suddenly it hit me like a ton of bricks how torn i was about leaving...so a few tear fell, then during prayer I started balling, just balling. I don't want to lose these people I let into my life because they are great, and they love me and i care for them...but the thought of not seeing my mom and dad and cats and sister and heather and caro for another goodness knows how long makes me what to ball even more. So i am so torn and I feel silly for saying it with so many big things in the world to worry about, but i cried in front of ppl and gosh, this is going to be harder than I thought. But, a month left and i will make as much of it count as i can!!!